Eternity in Happily-Ever-After

2011-06-12T19:18:00.001+08:00

I dread the coming of tomorrow.

Something's going to go terribly wrong. My day will be ruin, and I know the sunshine will be blocked.

It will rain tomorrow. I know it.

/Angels' ain't smiling me gracefully today, and tomorrow. /

Felt the cold, felt the letdown and despair. I don't want tomorrow to come. I want everything to be over with.

/Education? Or a New Path?/

Don't know, Don't Know...

2011-06-10T21:54:00.002+08:00

Coming back to blogging, because I have nowhere to pour my troubles.

So afraid and depress to say this, but I am /giving up/.

Giving up on my dreams, my passion, and perhaps, my everything.

/It is killing me./

I am no longer happy. No longer cheerful, and certainly, I am no longer Me.

I'm losing myself. I know it as I counted my days with my fingers, instead of doing something to pass them.

I'm getting really really lost. There use to be happiness, sadness, and even frustrations. Those feelings makes me feel alive, makes me feel that I am actually feeling.... Yet now, all I felt to my life is emptiness.

Nothing more.

/Nothing More, ever./

So empty, that every drop seems to escape.

There's a hole there that cannot be mended.

I must get out before anything happen to me. Before I really lose my sanity to this.

I can't do it anymore.

Call me a coward, but now all I wanna do is run away and never look back.

I give up.

I am so disappointed.

/This isn't the life I wanted./

Now, all I wanted is Out.

Out of here.

Out of this Life.

/I stopped dreaming./

Because all it left is nightmares and nothing.

2010-09-01T19:18:00.003+08:00

I can't take it anymore.

Can't. Take. It. Anymore.

“她们都快把我逼疯了！”

I'm Serene. Serene Cai. I can be stressed, but I nvr back down from one. Why?

Because there are people that's willing to help, that even without helping, will not backstab you.

That will not be so insufferable as one could be.

But ha, how lucky I am to meet her, to meet THEM.

Freak, Freak the hell outta them.

Why can't this world be rid of such vile humans?

They are so disgusting, so not-humans.

I have enough, I HAD ENOUGH.

My fault, you scold, its totally fine. It is a equation that totally balances.

Not my fault, you start dripping sarcasm as if you eat it for dinner.

GO. TO. HELL.

Huh. Honor God? Honor God? You wish to reach heavens, while abiding to every rule the god makes, but not how you think?

Do you know that to go heavens, you need not only to follow His rules and words, but also to Think like one?

I hate you. When you are totally hated by someone, you're never going to reach that blue skies.

I curse you to be denied by the gates, just like I have been denied to be treated as an equal.

有一天，我遇见了天使。

她说：“一切会变得更好。”

我选择相信她的话。

后来，她又来说：“一切会变得更好。”

我对她说：“不，不会变得更好。”

我宁愿相信别人，也不愿相信天使。

她的白衣下是黑色的羽翼，冷血的无情。

一切，都是谎言。

白衣天使。。。

哼。

太假了。

2010-08-01T23:03:00.001+08:00

2010-07-03T18:13:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

If this is my character and I don't fit in.

Perhaps it is time to change.

Either me, or the job itself.

I'm starting to feel lost.

If there is anyone out there who have been through my shoes.

Please, I need you to hear me.

I no longer know my way, my goals.

I'm getting really really really tired.

I know I'm a little muddle in my my work, I really wanted to change that. I really want to.

Its not that I'm not trying.

It's just that I can't do it that fast.

Do you know how depress I am when I heard that once again I have forgot something I shouldn't forget?

No matter how little the thing is.

I'm forgetful, I agree. I'm trying so hard to change.

It's not helping.

I know you are helping.

But it's really not helping..

I'm starting to feel that this job ain't for me.

Or perhaps, I am not meant for this job.

Is it time to give up?

Is it time... to give up?

2010-06-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...

Closing my eyes, shutting my ears.

There's nothing wrong with me wanting to escape this cruel cruel world.

I have worked in my ward for abt 3 weeks now...

And its like HELL.

Motivation have come swift, and gone swift as well.

I'm sure everyone is feeling it... the demoralization.

We're getting yell at, we're getting put down, we have nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, nowhere to pour those sorrows that are welling in our chest.

We have no outlet. Our spirits are being crushed.

I'm dying, I really am.

Every single day I work, I tried my hardest.

I woke up and tell myself, 'Hey, today will be a good day...'

Hey, then who knows? The moment work starts, I get put down.

Its like aiming the nozzle of an extinguisher towards the center of a flaming fire.

It dies off.

We're like that flame.

They are our extinguisher.

The passion I once had are diminishing.

I'm trying to renew it everyday by telling myself, 'It'll be a good day.'

Yet I know its nothing short of a lie that blinds me to the brutality.

They are nice.

But sometimes their way of showing it hurts.

Hurts so badly, that even tears had run dry.

I wanted to cry.

Yet nothing will come.

I have been denied.

People may have thought of me as being a little over with my statement...

But this is how my heart truly felt at this moment.

As I live everyday in my so-called 2nd home...

Home is where the dreams come true.

Where you find peace.

Yet it's giving me nightmares.

I'm trying, I really am.

Thanks to some of the little help along the way by my teachers.

I can still find some strength to move on.

But like I said before.

I'm dying.

Where is my saviour?

I have prayed every night for a good day.

Is this my punishment?

I just wish that there is one day I can be spared.

Can you please hear my pleads?

The pleads of a disappearing passion, a wavering stand, and a dying heart?

2010-04-12T16:51:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...
问世间情为何物,直教人生死相许?
天南地北双飞客,老翅几回寒暑.
欢乐趣,离别苦, 就中更有痴儿女,君应有语.
渺万里层云,千山暮雪,只影向谁去?
横汾路,寂寞当年箫鼓,荒烟依旧平楚.
招魂楚些何嗟及,山鬼暗啼风雨.
天地妒,未信与, 莺儿燕子俱黄土,千秋万古.
为留待骚人,狂歌痛饮,来访雁丘处。
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SO LONG NEVER UPDATE LE~
Ok, I am officially 20 yrs old, after my freaking birthday.

THANK you all for your well wishes, celebration, gifts =)

Makes me so... touched, that a simple thank you would never deliver the true feelings.

Yet all I can say is still, thanks.

Graduated, time for a job =) Yes, sadly.
My first step towards adulthood.
I applied for NHC, went for my interview...
Then I waited.

I got my SNB done btw ^^
O, the shiny card~
That I have to spend $100 to get, then renew by this end of november AGAIN.
But hey, its better than paying $100 for casino right?

Casino don't teach ya CPR.

It gives you chance to perform it!!! xD

Ok, end of nonsense.

Apparently, I waited.
Waited...
WAited...
Yea still waiting..
About donkey days/weeks later....
I still haven't gotten a reply abt when my work is starting.
Till today.

TODAY.
I called again, at the holy hour 10am++
And hey, someone finally picked up the phone, instead of hearing yet again, a voicemail!
O, the happiness of a human voice ^^
Machine sounds nice but it suxs...
So I was told about this plan to start our foundation programme in may.
Most probably, I was told, 17th May.
God, really, bless me... I'm rotting at home, I wanna get a part time job but I'm freaking lazy.
It happens when I rest too long waiting for something to happen.
The spirit just die off...
Sad.

Wee~
Tomorrow have plans with my old friends.
Hey, chill babes, we must go out ^^
CHIONG AR!

Good luck everyone, stay in touch, be happy always~

2009-12-31T17:37:00.002+08:00

Code of the day...
Many a day I have tried to give up,
To just raise up my hands in defeat.
To deny the fact that I'm growing up,
Into someone I wish not to be.
But now I have accepted this life...
Together with many others ^^

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I know its very very long ago that I have updated my blog, but hey, today is wat? 31/12/2009 leh! The last day of this yr, I die die must update de...

PRCP have officially started at 12.7.2009
1st three days are lectures on the skin of our duties, then slowly, we go to the ward...

Life thus far-----
Ok, very hectic, a bit stressful, but still enjoyable ^^ I have my 3 months PRCP at ward 56, a cardio ward =) I'm currently taking 2-3 cases >.< And starting to do changes independently =) I wanna adapt asap!

I have decided to join NHC after much debate D= Yes~ SGH nvr send me the application form so sayonara le!

What do we do...
Bascially the 1st week++ was junior work ^^ we don't touch the cases at all, or follow doctors, or call anyone, or do anything but meeting the basic care of the patients.
Then slowly, take 1 case at a time, we start doing changes, writing reports that is totally hellish... serving medications full blast, and answering relatives qns when needed. We also do listing liao!
Slowly, slowly ^^ nurses work is really not easy.
I remember last time when I haven't work as one, to me nurses only like do basic chores, but now once you are in it you know jolly well what they do sia.

Currently I work... Morning: 7am to 3.30pm, Noon: 1pm to 9.30pm, and Night: 9pm to 7.30am.
Night not yet, but arriving soon ^^

The staff at the ward 56... 99% are nice, there's a small minority that falls under 'ok'. For those in my side should know who le~ Make new friends in this encounter...
Chong WeiTing >> a bit crazy, but hey, she's super nice =D life is nvr quiet with her around, and time sure flies. LOL. We go crazy together ^^ I found my partner in crimework yes!
Hazikah(?) >> I not sure how to spell her name... I'm a sucker at spelling names... Ha. She's nice, pretty =D and very very good with what she's doing.
ShunMei >> Ahaha she's nice also! Ok la basically everyone I will mention is nice de. I nvr mention or seldom mention not nice ppl in my blog anyway. She helps me alot ^^ for abt 2-3 wks we were same shift and I kept troubling her with my stupid qns O.o because I really dunno the ward layout... OMG.

My preceptor is SSN Liang Ming =D Wow, a super cool personel xD I like to talk to her, she crack me up almost everytime. It's sad we don't get to go same shift. Dunno why the roster like dat de.. reflect le also like no use? God bless ba. How can preceptor and preceptee like nvr work together de? How to write report/remarks like this!

GOD BLESS AR ^^

Anyway, to all those that happen to pass by my forgotten blog...

Belated Happy Christmas!!!

A few-hours-early HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-24T18:20:00.005+08:00

Code of the Day...

“死生契阔，与子成说。

执子之手，与子偕老。”

---- 仙剑奇侠传三（顾留芳）

4 weeks of geron posting? officially over! 23/10/2009 ^^

Many thanks to the nurses over there, for all the hard work, all the guidance, all the smiles and friendship.

Thanks to CI as well for all the learning oppotunities.

May God bless all of you.

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On the 19/10/2009, something big happened.

Okay actually its nothing BIG but they make it BIG.

I got a Needle stick injury [NSI] (Big screams at the background)

....

Once again, be assured, its no big deal~

What happened was...

I was preparing for a patient's nebuliser at the preparation. Under the condition that the drug (Sabultamol) have to be drawn using a needle, I attached the syringe to a clean needle and began doing my work.

The amount left was too little was i have to pick up the bottle...

Then accidentally, I used some strenght.. and guess what?

The freaking needle actually punctured through the bottom of the drug bottle and poked my left small finger.

God...

Ok, blood oozed, began to do the squeezing, but I cannot find tap water in time so I actually used alcohol swab. Stings ok.

Then later I actually continued with my work, gave my patient the drug, then proceed to re-bandage my finger.

It was really no big deal, since no patient contact and everything isn't contaminated whatsoever, but unluckily when asking my friend to bandage for me my lecturer overheard us...

So here goes all the procedure!

I was told to go down to the clinic, then take blood, then take my money, then they even arrange me to go CDC some more the next day!

(Here's a picture of my invoice)

But the infection control ppl called me and say my wound is actually no risk at all so I didn't go to CDC.

They even say I dun have to take blood, but too late, my 20ml of blood alrdy gone with my $44.60.

KAO LEH!!!! My attachment money 1/4 just went like dat!

Freaking.

But still ok, thank god nth serious ba? Cos if I have to write letter call ppl etc I will go nuts.

But thanks to my injury also, the ward grew serious about this needle thing, and actually placed blunt needle in the drawer for future drawing of medication. It has a blunt head, so even if poke it won't hurt anyone.

So I think that's the best part in life? Hehe.

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23/10/2009

Our last day at ward, I'm morning shift. Morning passed rather slowly and since its last day I didn't take case.

Was hectic also, because got this meeting thing at 7am, so eevry nurse attended, then everything got pushed back.

Then after it resumed it was rush here and there...

Then we got guests who came in at 1115 to the ward to tour I think?

Also got audit. Everyone like so scare like dat.

And I saw the fakest thing of my life. You actually get to see alot of fake things when special things arise.

Ha.

Ok I won't take about it, it will get me frustrated~~~!!!!

After that at 3pm, off le. Time to knockoff, then we have this picture taking craze. Ha. It's the last day, no choice ma. But I think this is the 1st time I take picture with the ward staff I'm attached to. They so funny. Ha. They like taking pictures alot. Picrures are with my friend so I will post one when I get it on facebook =)

After all the fun and bidding farewell to both patients, patients' family and ward staff, we went off. I didn't take circle line because I went to SGH to find my parents. My dad was refered to urology clinic at SGH =) Then I met Bavani also~ Thanks to her I can find my way around... haha. Too long never been in SGH, its familiar but confusing.

We left SGH at like 5 plus, close to 6? I can't remember. But what a tiring day it was!

I miss my patients, and I miss the Staff. God bless them really.

Next week is the start of my OT posting. Much anticipation. I wonder what's gonna happen.

JiaMin and I are planning to go out with Pearl also~ I hope nothing goes wrong~

And Mabel start school le, I wanna grab her out also~

Also my NYP clique, must find time also!

Waa, ok, plan plan plan ^.^!

2009-10-17T11:39:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...
All smile.
What lies behind the Sun may have been a pending storm.
All words.
What lies behind the Melody may have been a destructive curse.
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I have recently spend 3 wks in TTSH, short for Tan Tock Seng Hospital, for attachment, as always. Now in my 3rd year le I am starting to feel scared, Ha.

I'm suppose to go pay respect to my ancestors today but then my mum decided to let me off since I have a very tiring week.. so thank god, I suppose.
So sian la recently. I wanna go out watch movie de today, then thought my mum wanna me go as a family so I told Mabel nvm xD Then now I at home writing blog entries... Super.. stupid. LOL. Ok la but think of the good side at elast I got a chance to rest. I finally get to sleep =D

I am now working at 7A. A pretty nice ward... 1st week was a disaster as per usual.
Everything at TTSH is different from SGH. The staff there at 1st don't warm up to you, but as time pass it gets better and better.
We started to take cases as well, but my last week I took zero cases cos of certain reason, but ok la. To be honest, I am going to have my 3 months prcp at NHC ward which is possibly located at SGH, so I also don't wanna get too used to TTSH format that quickly, because later I have to switch back to SGH again... It will be tough for me also. at least now a bit here and there I can still manage.

Got 2 days I didn't go ward, I went to Toa Payoh Family nursing.
It was fun. It wasn't boring, not at all.
Family nursing means you get to run all over singapore to your patient's house, either to perform dressing or just a normal checkup. They run at their own time and if they finish early they an just straight away go home, there's no need to go back and report to the officer, but hey, that's not the main point here. The main point is getting to run around, having more freedom, and the job character by itself is way nicer. They have to report to office every morning to start work, and that's also their starting point. They make a few calls, telling the patients that they are coming to their house for watever reason, then they set out. The office environment emits a nice vibe, the people are really friendly and very willing to teach you all you wanna know.

I am a run-about person, some people have commented that I have such energy that they wonder where it comes from, so the running around thing appeals to me, alot. But this job needs a 1-2 yrs job experience so I will be starting in the hospital 1st before venturing to that path, if I still want to when I graduate that is.

Back to the ward base after 2 days of fun. Aww, it was horrible at 1st when you enjoyed 2 days of uber sweetness then thrown back into ward-base jobs, ha. The ward I'm in is multi-discipline, naming you get to see alot of different cases, regardless. It was a good learning experience, perhaps much better than SGH because their wards are more focused in one aspect, so you may lose out in some fields because you never went to that ward before. Our CI, Rachael, was really nice, but sadly during my 3rd week she's not around (because they decided to change our CI) and changed to a NYP lecturer, whose's not around most of the time either.
But thank god!!! CI Rachael is coming back at our last week, so it will still be nice!

Life was tough, happy, sad... well you name it we got it. There's nice people, there's bad people, but thank goodness nice is 98%, so I can still cope with it. The SN teaches me alot of stuff, so did the ENs. The sister also more friendly. Ha.

TTSH is a very high-tech working environment. They have advanced alot into computers instead of hard copies, so when I 1st went there I was unable to adapt well. I mean, I'm used to dot down on charts, use to serve medication with a file, not with a lab top. It's difficult in some way that everything you do have to go through a login, but once you get use to it maybe it will be better...

I miss SGH. I like TTSH, so my job area have expanded. I'm gonna try my luck there when I graduate. They have this provisional employment thing, but everyone's asking me not to sign it. They asked me to think deep, so I will think careful these 2 days and give my reply on monday.

Ok, hope this update is enough =) shall update more when I can~~~

2009-09-16T21:55:00.004+08:00

Code of the Day...

People leaves,

Memories Stick.

(That's why we have something call a memory stick :P --suffers from multiple trauma--)

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I have a overdue photo, That's why I'm here muha.

NR0723, I'm gonna miss all of you~

Teacher who have once helped us, cheered us on.

Thank you.

Teacher who had failed to educate/help/care for us.

Thank you too. After all, you did teach me the real life world.

Thank you, Thank you~ ^^ I am learning to be grateful~

No guesses~ I nvr take picture with teachers I don't like, so yes, I like this teacher.

Ms. Jenny Chew! I practically loved you man xD

(She's our saviour in human armour!)

This photo is only 21/23 perfect.
No Vivian and Yvonne makes it imperfect.
But thank god, I will never forget.

We have our ups and downs.

We have our discord/disputes.

We have all emotions running high.

We have hate running behind back.

Yet nevertheless, I still loved this group who have kept me company for 2 and a 1/2 yrs.

We started from strangers

We end as close friends.

We have never met

But we become classmates.

I have believed that it was fate.

Not all will see this today, but thank you people~

Your footprints on the sand would never be gone.

It'll be engraved like fossils of ancient times.

Take care~

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Okay, I am feeling very poetic today~
This blog entry wanna write very long le so it's like a full blast!
Waa... I' gonna miss poly life... =(

2009-09-15T00:17:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...
Loving someone,
is to hold them in your arms,
yet allowing them Freedom they deserve.

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Are you guys cursing me for my lack of update? Ha.
Ok because my blog have some problems with the posting thing,
But it's fixed~~ So I'm making a late night blog entry... =)

.::Life thus far::.

Boring actually. I haven't been doing much for the past 2 weeks and my bones are threatening to crack.
1st week---> Honestly? Nothing. All friends busy, either exams or attachment.
2nd week---> Went out with Dee, JY and Mabel to watch Final Destination in 3D. Very very dizzy, gives me a headache after all the gore and blood... I would watch a second time, not in 3D, at least, LOL.
Then me and Mabel went out to watch The Proposal. LOL. It was super funny, worth the cash man!

Next week going to swim swim~ Have to swim swim~~

This week--? Play games, going out with my mum. Ever since she quit/lost her job, she have been very free, and was dying at home. So me, who was dying at home as well, decided to spend some qulaity with her.
She's complaining that "My kids nowadays are all GROWN UP and refuse to go out with MOI anymore."
Makes me feels bad =.= Ok, mum, I give up. Let's go out...
I know she' very bored sometimes at home so may as well? It works both ways anyway ^^

.::Games::.

When it comes to games of course Ven will be the expert, but hey, I just wanna fill my empty blog =)

Dragonica
Ok, a games with cute graphics. No, seriously. If anyone is interested, I'll give a little review. There's a few classes up for selection and their maps are easily mastered.
Some dungeons can give you a pain, but overall a good experience.
What can I say... the characters are cute, so are their clothes/armour. Unless you mind the fact that sometimes its a little difficult to tell apart male from females it shld be ok. It's like maplestory in 3D instead of 2D...
I personally find the characters cuter than maple as well. No offense ppl, personal opinion.
Cash item to be brought with of course, cash. But cash can still be earned inside the game with inter-player trading.
FileSize? around 813Mb.

Shaiya Online, SG/MY
I started this game around today morning. Quite a challenge. It has pretty graphics, and all free. There's sides to choose and characters to be made.. per usual.
I got use to it pretty quickly since 1. I play such game before and 2. It has similar target/key controls compare to WoW.
It's an interesting game which all decisions, and I do mean ALL, are make by you, and sometimes a wrong one may lead to a total reroll of your characters.
But hey, it was fun ^^
It started overseas a while back, and got into SG/MY at the year 2008.
Anyone interested please check it out. Can google xD
I think I'm gonna make a guide on my character soon sicne no one have make any guide on Luck Mage...
The file size is around 958Mb btw.

Exams Results to be released on the 23th of September.

Good luck ppl~

2009-08-25T14:47:00.000+08:00

Code of the Day...
This world is 'Survival of the fittest'.
Equality is merely a mirage.

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Woot, 4/5 papers done =D Accomplished! Last Paper on a Thursday... 27/8/2009, with a sucky timing of 4pm to 6pm.
Ha. Hey, I may be complaining but I'm still glad its over ^^
OVER~

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Let's see...

20/8-- Sociology paper, 1230 to 1430.
The paper was really OK. But the MCQs and SAQs are tricky. I almost died, I think...
But still better than some other papers I encountered. Pfft.

21/8-- Management paper, 1600 to 1700
Yes, we went to at a late evening just for a 1hr paper. Yes, I know. I even agree. Lame =.=
The paper was easy though. Perhaps the easiest among all the rubbish. Ha.
It's also the most difficult to study...

22/8 - 23/8 --> Mugging till you wanna tear hair out!

24/8-- AN4 paper, 0900 to 1100
Waaa I have to wake up so freaking early for this paper =.= Its, hmm, neutral? Almost everything the teacher mention at consolidation came out. Ha.
The SAQs... ok, actually quite easy. I was laughing when I saw the qns, because me and my friends (Ven, Eileen) have this mini discussion thing the night prior and we did some tiny revision. Ha.

25/8-- AN5 paper, 0900 to 1100
The suckiest paper. EVER. The consolidation alrdy suxs big time and we have this sucky lecturer for the 1st half of our studies, so ya.
Hey I attend all the lectures, and my book still like freaking clean. You can see the differences after it pass the front part lecture and jump to Trauma to Bones.
My Fractures lectures are FILLED with tiny notes and explanation and my front part so clean.
The MCQs suxs le.
The SAQs suxs more.
Ha.
Anyway 1 word la. It SUXS.

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My whole life this 2 weeks were practically spend on mugging. I really wanna up my GPA... somemore last yr, have to buck it up, right?
So fast, so soon, it's going to be over...
Never gonna return to the past.
We have to walk on the path of Future.
Which is very scary... actually.

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Anyway last night me, Eileen and Ven were having dicussion... ha. Actually we have it like every night? Talk talk talk, then suddenly ven starts typing in Chinese. We were doing it for fun but then it becomes full blast =.= Ya, Full. Blast. I think my head cracked. LOL.

Recently I also keep listening to Chinese songs that have like... its basically Historical-feel songs, those that seems to speak of a story of like Ancient China la... I listen till I emo. Ha.
But hey what can I do... I just happen to hear it when I click on the link. LOL.

Don't ask me why I like it O.o I think because it's telling a story? LOL. The story very nice wor. And don't complain why my blog got so many chinese words ar. I got give warning le. LOL.

Warning:

For those that do not enjoy/understand chinese pls skip past the end part, because it may cause Trauma to your eyes.

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Song: .::故人叹::.
By: 吴琼

风沙漫延，扰乱晴天，丹心照明月。
遥望城外，兵器相见，浮生又一劫。
君独守皇宫已非昨日威严，谁在此哽咽。
故人一直就站在君的面前，不问也不怨。

*君本意欲，寿与天齐，留万代功名。
故人西辞，不问情意，有何难说明。
打乱了君一统天下的约定，谁可以同行。
原来不需要用战争去平定，要先得人心。

**故人，发已衰白，风尘覆盖，不奢求重来。
只盼君能收起战台，断头换不来。
最后的城墙破开，登高望海，一片烟火海，
无能为力，尸遍满地，故人心已远。

(Repeat* and **)

手一挥，膝一跪，拿玉杯赐天下无罪，
没有人，喊万岁，只有故人看君落泪，
君萧萧，拨剑鞘，还以为就此一了百了，
人在生，责在身，与谁同归都不可能。

(Repeat **)

Source: Lyrics
Song: 故人叹

2009-08-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

Code of the Day...
When the Fight can't get any tougher,
Never Surrender!

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5 days. 5 DAYS. For freaking 5 days I have stayed at home and try to study xD Aww, I want movies ar..
Ok la I got go out but just awhile to get things done only.
And my blog post page is still having stupid problems which I cannot solve.
If anyone knows why pls tell? I'm getting frustrated with the HTML codes.

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14/8/2009
Officially my last day at NYP, well, sort of. I will not be going back there till my PRCP is over...
Quite enjoyable... Ha.
We have lesson that day. the 1st was the most chaotic... Alot of problems arise for the grps presenting that day.
1. Aha, the previous day they were discussing about who bring labtop, so the two groups decided that Arief will bring and the 2 will share. All is well, till last min something happen to the lab top and Arief was late, thus delaying both presentation. The time was 9am but it was pushed back to abt 9.20am? Some panicked, some were calm, and I was like O.o...
Ya, always am confused.
2. Group members late. Some of them forgot the time and thought the tutorial was 1pm xD

Lucky ar, the Teacher din say anything or else sure die?

After Tutorial, all is good.. went to lecture.. we were late for about 10 mins and dear Ms. Cindy have already started. But we didn't miss alot so it was okay.

After the lecture- Suppose to take pictures ^^ officially started at 1230? A crazy moment. Everyone was quite high.. a pity Yvonne did not join in.. a group photo with flaws. =/ We went to find Ms. Jenny to take grp photo with us xD

Never take with our mentor. Like I care...

Then later we change to err our nursing uniform haha. My clique took a picture at the toilet.. like everytime sia. Ha. Ok due to blogger problem I cannot upload the pic. To see pls go to Eileen's blog -points to the side where links are located-

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Finally, aww, so sentimental sia when I think back. Seems just ytd we were just year 1, so lost, so dunno each other... Laughing ar, playing, studying, talking, skipping lectures and lessons. The Good old days, common memories and mischief. Knowing that we cannot turn back the clock reall is a saddening thing.
When will be the next time we meet? After exams? PRCP? Attachment?
I know meeting after graduation isn't impossible, but it would be difficult.
Now looking back ar also realise I never really talked to some people, and perhaps this would really be the 1st thing in my life, other than some other things, that I will grow to regret.
Err, so much drama... Ha... Aww I wanna cry.
Just kidding abt the crying part LOL. Hey, some comic relief ok?
I hope my blogger gets back to good shape soon so I can upload the class photo we took.
Come on~

2009-08-09T13:45:00.004+08:00

Code of the Day
I will turn into the Sky,
Watching over you Forever.
--- From the Movie 'Sky of Love', 'Koizora'

Aww!!!! I watched Koizora today and dedicates this blog to them especially.
It's totally worth a watch!!!!

It started off as a simple, pure, innocent highschool romance, of how he and she met, fall in love... and all the obstacles they faces as one. Hardships, love, deception, tough decisions... Of how one was forced to give up, how one decided that happiness is to let the other be with the one he/she truly love.
So sweet. Perhaps the most innocent form of romance one could ever dream of..
The Movie... one package to bring forward the most heart-wrenching first love of all times.
Their dialogues had too created the deepest impressions ever.

For those that haven't watch... prepare your tissues... It will certainly make you use it alot...

2009-08-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...
So hard to find what you want in the sea of people and things.
Yet it was precisely the obstacles,
That drives us onto the path.

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Woot, Its been such a long time since I change template and write post...
It's National day eve! I should write one entry to commerate?
And Happy B-day Singapore =D on your 44th moment~

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Ok I don't really remember all the dates so I'll just blog like freeflow? Ha.

>>> I went to watch HP6 with Mabel on a certain wednesday... We went to cathay ^^
Reviews:
The movie is all about romance. There's little magic involved unless you count in the chemistry of Love, like seeing a class of potions, everything thrown into a cauldron and you get all this explosions... Yea.
Harry and Ginny finally, finally fell in love xD But the parts are toooo little.
And the death of a certain someone was a little.. brief.
The 'funeral' was touching though.
However, this movie isn't worth a 2nd watch.
Rating: 3/5

After the movie she and I went to eat at Swensen xD There have this 1 for 1 deal which make it super worth it. Both of us have omelette but different fillings ha.

Then we met Vanassa for a little while because she have to pass her present. I think we went home after that... I'm not sure. Ha.

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Day 3/7/2009 to 7/8/2009

Ok, nothing big happened.
On monday I have my presentation that I thought we will like flung big time? Since we have no directions as to what to do for real? But surprisingly to all of us, she said we did it right. I was totally heaving a huge relief.

Tuesday? Peaceful...

On wednesday we have this mass evalutaion thing at 2pm with Group A and B. The teacher was late for like 30 mins? I waited till I wanna die...
Anyway it was a huge waste of time. Left about 20 mins later. My class ran away with 2 boxes of pizza. LOL.
We have this seminar thing we have to attend at 3pm ^^
The seminar is about National Education. We watched this play about an island, aka Singapore, with 4 people each signifying a type of people. They have a AhBeng, a Intellectual, a Girl, and a Patriotic-Soldier type person.
Basically it conveys the message of unity in face of crisis, and what to expect. Different reactions, different thinkings... but all indirectly linked to how people think. Provokes you to think too =) Quite enjoyable if you ask me. It lasted till 5pm btw...

Thurdays... Nothing. I think?

Friday... My group have our last presentation. We make alot of mistakes ha. It was Sociology... and we did on Globalization. However... breathe relief, at least its over.

My table as to where to go for my attachment and PRCP are out. I'm going to be atatched to TTSH for 4 weeks straight. There's 2 more weeks I will be going to OT and ED. Wondering what they are? Operation theatre and Emergency Department. I already predicted myself to be rotting with nothing to do... I'll try my best!

My PRCP, like a last attachment-and-exam thing, would commence at 7/12/2009 all the way to 21/2/2010, then I would graduate. I am attached to NHC (National Heart Centre)...
A joke circulated among us thanks to that... Btw, this friend isn't from our class de xD (Directed to poly friends)

Friend: You're going to?
Me: NHC.
Friend: O? Heart centre ar?
Me: Ya la... then where? Home Care? (Sarcastic)
Friend: Then you better be careful haha...
Me: Huh?
Friend (says with a serious face): Imagine ar, you talk to them... "Uncle ar, how are you?"
Me: Then?
Friend (Shortness of breathe then clutch chest in pain): I.. I... I..!!!! Then he heart attack because of you lor!
Me: .... Moron.

2009-08-01T17:53:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...
Somehow the days had passed by in a rather glaring light.
Yet the ending, as expected.
Was both happy and sad.
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Waa, so much had happened, that I know not how to start!

FYP, Anti-smoking campaign, is finnaly over!
Sing praise to the GOD PEOPLE!
Our sufferings are finally over!!!

--- 22/7/2009
The day of our campaign, the day of Arief's B-day, and the solar eclipse...
We have alot of happenings that day.
It started off as a rather.. err, lets just put it, high moment. We were so confident, determined, to make our campaign a huge success. We were shouting, cheering, making calls.. We were, wow, how to put it... in high morale!
Then it dies off rather slowly ^^ Like a fire being extinguised by the drizzling rain.
Problem began to start...
1. Our skit.
Ok, our skit was ok, with all the rehearsel done, perfecto.. costume ok...
It was the microphones.
I have like so many ppl and they only gimme 2 microphones. So funny, tyvm...
Then it was a disaster, and rather discouraging when there are so little ppl around.. nvm
2. Lunchtime concert
Aha, we have this concert that was suppose to last all the way from 12 to 2... then we restart our campaign. Then ended up it last all the way to 3. Not to forget, hello, they have like 1 mike for each person.. I saw max. 4 mikes. That was so unfair to us. Later we revert back to 2.
Shame on you!
3. Our Video
Kao, the sound system got problem so it have no sound. Our group members put so much work into it and it become like that? I feel so unfair for them.

Anyway, our campaign, planned to last for a total (in total, actually) of abt 4 hours only lasted 1hr and 30 mins.
Nvm, finally it was over later. We have a small celebration thing + Arief's bday celebration then it officially ended.

Still, happy. because thank god it was over. We no longer have to work with THEM.
Thank. God.

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--- 23/7/2009
Aha, went early morning to help shift stuff for HPB ^^ We borrowed stuff from them so ya, have to return.
Like duh.
But then we waited and waited for like freaking hours, lunched at some secretive area there.. they never come.
We call, we haunt them.. we did everything, then we got a reply.
The transport like spoil since god-know-when and they only tell us after we called them so many times.
Thanks alot.
We left the stuff at the admin office there then went off to lesson.. but later they did come to collect the stuff...
Really must thank GOD SIA!

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--- 24/7/2009
Aha, my assessment for skills and theory test!
It started at 9am ba. I was almost late because..
>>> The bus I was on got into an accident. Don't worry nth serious. But the lady super stupid. She went down the bus and yelled at the driver for like 10 mins, never bother to tell us like take another bus.
Kao, I wanna slap her sia.
Lucky I got into bus 72...
I rushed there, got there at 9 exactly.
However I failed my assessment la. Sad. It was CVP monitoring.. I was failed by the same teacher that fail my previous assessment.. LOL. so fated.

Then later studied for err my test at 5.30pm =)

That's basically all.

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--- (time skip) 30/7/2009
My re-assessment day. I passed =) Eileen also. Yes! YAY!
But hor alot of things happened that day... Mostly after 4pm.
This have to do with our most 'FAV' teacher. Ms. K.
I won't put her full name cos it may dirty my precious blog.
And I don't want law suit ar seriously. Ha.
But all of you should know what/who I am saying. Ha.

Our remedial was at 4, then re-assessment at 5pm.
I was the very first to go, then I passed, so I went outside to wait...
If there's any mistake here pls correct me...

All started with one of my friends failing the 2nd assessment. I was shocked, really. I never expect her to fail... Actually I never expected anyone to fail. It's really impossible, but I know something was wrong when she took like 40 mins.
But who knows it went THAT WRONG SIA.
Then that Ms.K starts to make phonecall etc..
My friend like asked her for a 2nd chance but she plainly refused, saying she have to 'go by book'
Siao la. By book? You're a teacher not a freaking lawyer. Sometimes something can be beyond regulations, you can make an exception if you really want to, right?
Nvm, since like this le, and she refused to make an exception, my friend came out then started telling us what happen...
Aww, I dunno how to say la.
Then hor, next, even worse... that K ask the other 3 to do the assessment 8am the next day when they are all prepared and have been waiting so nervously at the side.
Then you guys know ma, we retake have to choose the card again to see what skill for assessment.
She want them to retake the card tmr lor.
Then 'S' die die dun want ma. She doesn't mind if next day she say, but she mind like retake the card. Then 'E' and 'SL' quiet quiet, but they also dun want next day le, so K actually said..
"If like that we have to stay back till 7."
She thought they will scare, but they didn't. (Ok, btw, it only lasted till 6.30pm)
Then I heard from 'S' la, K face super black when assessing her, like very unhappy with her.
As if it matters. They got their stuff done liao also.

I mean like, hey, you ARE, not WERE a teacher. You're suppose to have some spirit of like, students's welfare at heart thing. So selfish, why bother becoming educator? What you teach is also wrong also... not much difference.

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--- Venting my Frustrations.
What's gonna happen sia!
That K.
She's such a great obstacle to pass!
Her attiube, her biasness. Her obvious faking stupidity. She's freaking driving me crazy.
She's freaking driving me to the edge.
She's making me freaking hell want to plan a assassination programme!
Or kill myself.
LOL.

1. Skill Lab.
Ok, we, as future nurses, this is a must subject to attend. So ya. We did. But hor she teach almost alot wrong. When another teacher corrected us we were like so shock.
She's never consistent in her teaching also. One moment say this, next moment you ask something she change. No matter right or wrong she is ALWAYS right.
If anyone disagree, try to correct me. If what you say make sense I will say I am sorry.
Ok, a word of justice, not everything she teach is wrong.
But all the important ones are majorly. WRONG.

2. FYP
> She never tell us our budget. We spend so much money on FYP and I feel there's a chance my money would never come back. Say I not heart ache is fake... but what matters to me more is the reasoning. If she can just explain to us about our budget, then ya, if reasonable I will learn to accept it no matter how hard it is.
But there's nothing. No explanation, no informing us about how much money would be return.
How can you do this to us?
> Not to forget, her biasness. I mention before about the other grp we work with. Grp A was ok, but B isn't. They are freaking rude and Bossy, esp. that 'Seasoning'. She's such a pain in the neck. So when K ask us like are we unhappy with anything, of course we will say something la.
But she still manage to like explain their behaviour in a very ncie way.
You must 'pei fu' K for her mind power and brain cells. I wondered how much died to arrive at those conclusions and explanations.
Yes yes, misunderstanding.
I think that will only be when the sky fell on me. Bring it on.

3. Project presentation
K never have a direction.
She's been giving us direction but there's never a direction, because it was always changing. One moment she tell me this, one moment she tell me that. I now dunno how to do my project liao. I don't even have an ounce of confidence that it is correct.
If wrong, wrong lor. What choice do I have?
I have to stand by ma.
I have a very negative feeling about that day. I think I may really fire at her. I can't take her rubbish anymore.

There's so much to say, so much to type, but I'm simply too tired. What is the education world coming to? They invite more and more morons to replace the lacking? Not everything is just about a certificate. A person may have phD, masters etc, but it doesn't mean they can teach. You're making the next generation suffer because of your lack of insight, your failure to listen to us. A teacher needs knowledge but also the will and competency to teach.
If everything was just a paper, then why have teachers in the first place?

If only anyone hear this, if only they can see this, will they too ask the same questions and began to reflect?

All of you have been asking the students to look at your mistakes... how about those that you have make?

Think think...

2009-07-11T16:19:00.007+08:00

Code of the Day...
以前的你不是现在的你。
现在的我和你一样。
变了。

Ok, updates, more updates~~~ Yo~~~

24/6/2009

Went out with Eileen, Kim, Venassa and Yvonne to AMK hub, Nebo to eat lunch and play games. LOL. Fun =) Sadly one of our clique cannot join us (Ky.) Nvm, sure got next time... =)

We play till like 3pm plus then went to take neoprint at the arcade there~ so long nvr take liao, look so weird. Here's one for you guys to view~

(Taken from Eileen's blog aha. Credited liao~ Btw I have no scanner. LOL.)

After the long-time-nvr-take neoprint we went to high-tea next... Not me, because I have enough of sweet things LOL. We went newyork newyork xD Ok, next time will upload the pictures because I cannot find them in my computer...

Then sadly, I depart at like 5pm, dragging the girls with moi, so sorry. Because that day is my dad's bday and I have to go home early. Given the mission of buying a cake. LOL. I got him the Coco Exotic from FourLeaf btw~

That's the old news flash, back to present....

School have officially started at 6th July~ Temperature taking every day due to swine flu~ and more sticker playing xD We're showing our artistic every day after school. Ha. For those that know abt how the sticker was get rid of when school is over would probably know what I am saying...

Well, let's see what major event had taken place during my piles of workload...

O, o.. I remember. Ha. Ok, some ppl have asked me how had our FYP gone, so I'm going to give you guys a careful review. It's base on my vague memory so hope I forgot nth much. But I do rmb some of the details.

>>> 8/7/2009
Wasn't suppose to be eventful wednesday till we were told we have Lab session at 5-6pm. So we, the ones released and have no more class since 11am, were forced to stay back. But nvm, we can do the fyp video during the free time, ha. And we all wore white that day... our class was really white, lol, no kidding. Quite a fun and heart-warming sight to see~
12pm - 1pm -> Break
1pm - 2pm -> Project discussion
2pm - 3pm -> Video making for FYP

3pm-4pm --> Mass meeting for FYP, Anti-smoking campaign.

Here's the start. Read with caution. Grp A and Grp B is going to be seemed alot and since I lazy to type numbers we'll put as A and B.
It all started fairly peaceful. It was pretty quiet when we reach there. Ok, not really, they were talking among their members and we, Grp C, were the noisy ones and there's freaking hell only like 5 of us? Ha. Ok, out of topic, continue~

Teacher came and open door and everyone went in. B wasn't there yet, so I decided it was a good time to ask some qns in regards to FYP slogan. Our slogan was first selected to be used for the campiagn, but suddenly it was changed to something else. Many of us, including me, were confused, regarding to the changes and a little unsettled at some point. The conversation went this way...
Me: "I understand that everything had been settled, but my group wishes to be given an explanation regarding what went wrong that led to the slogan changes, because my gropu remember that we have settld on this slogan b3 wks before, at the meeting prior to our holidays. So may I pls know why?"

Then we were told it was a case of miscommunication, blah blah blah... that they were not there when we were discussing, blah blah blah... Ok, standard explanations. Up to reader's imagination.

Next, we were asked abt the programme outline. Sad to say it as not finished, because A had not give us their schedule. We asked abt the schedule...
Me: "Sorry, wish to ask A, when can you give us your grp outline?"
A: "O, you see..." (Turns to teacher for awhile..) "We want to get this people..."
Me: (Cuts in) "By when?"
A: "By today."
Me: "Ok, thanks."

Ok, I know its rude of me to cut into her speech, but at that moment I am tired of all forms of explanation. I only want a straight answer, so she can save the explanation to my freetime, which is like never?

It went back to the slogan again when they say something like the banner had not been printed, so one of our grp member decided to ask for ground of negoiation. First and foremost, I would like to point out, the request was made very politely, and it was directed in the form of a question. Our member was just wondering if there was any grounds to shift a little.. well, till one of A's members deicded to raise her voice...

C: "Sorry, but just wanna ask, since the banner have not been printed hor, is there any grounds for us to negoiate regarding the slogan?"
A: "Why must we use your slogan?"
C: "I'm not saying must--"
A: (Cuts in) "Since already settle on this why must you guys be so persistent on changing... we already notified you that we're using this in the email! So it's not our fault..."
C: "No, I was just saying..."
A: (Cuts in again) "It's you guys..."

Our grp member fell quiet because A was raising her volume louder and louder... She wait till she finished then shoot her back...

C: "You think I got receive the email?"

Aha, I love her for that man.. But lucky it ended in mild flames. If big flames I think my whole grp would have walked out of the room. It was a waste of time, actually. Weren't given a good reply and we aren't satisfied. Some of us have to be calm down thanks to that... me included. Actually quite calm till I was stirred up again, because the girl was really very rude. We're trying to be diplomatic in our approach and you raise your voice 1st? You're lucky you're not born in a world where swords flashed like no one's business.

On, and on.

Actually can say nth was done at this meeting and many of us, I think even A and B included, felt that in some way it was a total waste of precious time. LOL.

4pm - 5pm -> Went back for video and things were discussed. Attempts to calm down make... but fail quite miserably.
5pm - 6pm -> Lab session, then we went home becos too tired le!

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Other than this like nth eventful le. Now, our grp is crossing our fingers and praying very hard to get this done with. O, speaking of this, have to think of a day to do rehearsel...
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Recently, my friend very 'kind'... ask me do a video for her using movie maker. (Ok, Dee, don worry, its not you, its another friend of my and she sure knows I am saying her liao LOL.)

Kao, she ask me make also nvr gimme clips, very funny sia. Now I stuck... Ha. If exceed a timing I won't do liao. Here's a glimpse... This is only the front part. Suppose to be abt the sad love story and its in chinese... (Don't ask me why...)

The song used is 大城大事 by 杨千嬅... this only the front part Ha. Not sure can upload or not...
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Attention to all people looking for OT shoes...

Recently the shoe shops (I only know Toa Payoh and Hougang Mall one have) have been selling black clogs liao~ So go get it if you want it. The cost is S$6.90~

Here's a picture for you guys... sorry its upside down, I try 2 times but still the same. Can see can liao. LOL.

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Ok, I'm off, cheerios~

2009-07-02T20:09:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...
Listen to a Man, because what one says will not say again.
Read not once, for you can see it even when it was erased.
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Err, I have nowhere else to write except here.
This world really is a dark place.

Do you believe in equal? I once believed in that, but now, I don't. Equal only happen in maths. Trust me.
Our group have once again lost a fight. A fight that shouldn't even happen in the first place. Just because this world have people like them, means there are doom to have people like us.
Always giving in, always facing this unjust. We fought and we lost, it was no big deal.
Teachers, respect them, curse them.
I curse them a lot more.

When a student needs help, you help. No matter how old your students are, no matter how much you wish to prepare them for adulthood, you help. You shouldn't use the excuse that 'as an adult you should settle things on your own.' to kick us aside, to simply put matters to rest.

Why don't you just tell me straight in the face, that 'I do not want to help you'? I would have honoured your honesty and even spare you some respect. Yet now, I don't. I couldn't wait for this thing to finish so I can brush you off my sight forever. Seeing you gives me the urge to kill myself, mentally, because I couldn't believe that in a world of our own, a teacher of your caliber existed. They use to say that a teacher teaches with heart, but no, you teachers teaches with the mindset of money.

You were paid not to care but to teach. You disgust me, big time. Lets just get this over and done with and spare me the looks.

Next, arrgh, when they say bird of the same feather flocks together, they were 80% correct. They do flock together. Red flocks with red, green flocks with green, dirty often flocks with dirty. I don't agree a 100%, but seeing those people I agree a 80%. Just because you have won doesn't mean you're any better. We have fought, and we lost, and I felt honoured because at least we tried. Those who won, who won through forcing us to lose for the sake of the 'greater good', you are the ones who shall be ashamed. Happy that you got your way? Happy that you have make your stand and win this war?

Eww. Hormones. I'll help you blame on the hormones and the ego.

Now, some people reading this must be thinking that I am very agitated. Actually, no. My heart's pretty calm, and I am actually very peaceful when typing, because I am not angry. There's only reason to be disappointed, and I am disappointed.

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Ok, the person is right, and I am starting to be enlightened Haha. Sounds religious? It is~

One shall not be bothered by what's predestined, it wouldn't change. However, one shall be observant in how one matter ends that way.

I'll just do what I have to do, and see what I can do and can't do.

Haha. Calm down buddies~ we have a long way ahead~~

2009-06-06T11:17:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...
Sometimes, we do not make Choices
Choices make Us.
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Ok, so long never update I almost forgot I have this blog.
Dead for so long sia...
Ha.

Busy, busy busy, what can I say? Schoolwork have been hell, and last week, the less busy week, was mostly used to rest xD
Let's see... events huh.

2/6/2009.
NAFA test! Yea! All those stupid 5 stations and 2.4km taken in one day. I almost died xD I failed 2 sections, the inclined pull up and the 2.4km run.
Why? Reasons being...
I injured myself right at the start of my 1st station. Ha.
We started like a routine, our group first test out Standing BroadJump. I jumped 1.60... Pass la. Ha. But everytime got two times ma, so when I jumped the 2nd time I sprained my kneecap. I sort of felt it shift. Ha. Then I still completed the rest of the station haha. Yea, the shuttle run, sit-ups...
Sigh, too long never do exercise suddenly do everything hor, my muscles sure aches like mad xD But surprisingly no. Only my right, injured knee, hurts.
Hehe, call me hero, I even ran 2.4km with my kneecap like dat!
But the next day, I pay the price xD

3/6/2009.
Only got 1 lecture so I never go... yea, I know, evil. lol. But I couldn't even get out of bed... but I did get out eventually, so in the afternoon my mum brought me to my granduncle who happens to be a Chinese Sinseh. Ha. He very power.. I sure felt better after he helped me rub a little. Like it loosen up xD But i reeks of chinese medicine after that.
Because my knee sprain before so he knows la, and he says cos this time is more serious, so I will take a few more days to heal. lol.

4/6/2009.
Went school early 8am... Tired sia. My friends got smell this chinese med smell on me. Ha....
Wat can I do >.<
4pm to 6pm we went to this SBL lesson, Stimulated Based Learning. It involves the use of a menningkin(?), a fake human la, who can mimic real-life health situation. Ha. Me and Nuri (a friend of my for those who do not know her) went as the last pair. We were supposed to perform this suctioning of the trachea. You know, have a hole at the throat area for layman's term.
Ok, 1st, the secretion was soap, and he really got cough. So cool la xD
I perform suctioning and Nuri was the bag-nurse. She was suppose to like pump in oxygen while waiting for me to prepare all the stuff.
Overall, did ok. I did make a few mistakes, but dun worry the 'human' survived.
The room was darn cold sia....

Overall of my Current Situation.
Ok la, ok la. I survived my breakdown, I survived, and I'm now officially a survivor. I don't really care much already xD I just do what I can, and wanna do. Ha.
For our smoking campaign, it is moving at such a slow pace, you can say its not moving at all. We're not facing crisis and we are attempting to stop it before it is too late. Time's running out, but we have to take it easy. Being all tied out won't solve anything anyway.
My role in this.. Well, I'm a scriptwriter xD I'm sorry, cannot reveal yet, so if you wanna know please come and visit us at NYP at 22/7/2009.
I will be performing wor, please come to suppose if free. We last from 10 am to 4pm =) My group was mostly in charge of entertainment, since... err, we are not in charge of the other stuff =D

Ok, I'm out... woot, my fingers are tired yo. LOL.

2009-05-17T00:07:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...
It is time I learn my friends and foes.
I did, and now, I'm going to change for the better.
I will not fall to this.
--

On friday, I finally can't handle the stress anymore and broke down.
Proposal + Report + Viva Voce + failing my skill test + Remedial + cannot find remedial teacher + promise that me and some others wouldn't be able to retest = stress and stress and stress.

I just sort of cried in front of 3/4 of my class?

So, to those who have said I can't handle... I just wanna say, it is too much to handle at one single blow.
I'm a human, not a superman/woman like some of you.

I wanna thanks those that had consoled me, threatened me, and taught me a valuable lesson.

I'm gonna change. I have to, I know.

See u on monday =)

2009-05-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

There is only once in every lifetime.

-

Hehe, must write this.. on 5/5/2009, afternoon 2pm sharp, I went for blood donation. O boy, o boy, o boy...
Thank you KengYi for going with me =D

Ok anyway, off to the story.

Since year 1 of my poly life I have always said I wanna try it out, but due to the phobia of needles, I kept pushing it back, till the third year. The apprenhension and drama, It's perhaps the most interesting day of my life. I mean, I actually went to blood donation that promises a lot of pain for someone who have such low threshold.

Hahaha...

1st stop- Temperature taking. I took it four times, because I have high temperature. Last try I have.. 37.4 haha. She say she by right can only test twice, but since I so eager she gimme 1 more chance.

Pass, next.

We have to pass through a few more checkpoints, such as information filling, health check, and blood test( see if ur iron level is enough)
Ok, next... waiting area.

OMG I WAITED FOR 3 FREAKING HOURS TO GET MY BLOOD DRAWN OUT.

lol.

Proceed...

Firstly, lignocaine was injected to numb your area. Then, the real needle come. It is not painful. YES. not at all. It was the lignocaine that hurts big time... I lasted for 10 mins then I started feeling super giddy.

SOS.

But I was certified fine later. I was ok the moment they put me down. LOL. Super funny, and high. I started chatting with the others cos I was real sian sleeping down there. KengYi was paler than me.

She's ok now.

Ok, I'm tired now, I'll type later.

2009-05-04T17:01:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

It is time to lock the box,

To keep the secrets and emotions,

And play Pretend.

Please play with me.

2/5/2009

I have a outing with Mabel xD Muha. We were suppose to meet at 2pm, PS Gv to watch X-men Origins... I was late. Haha.
Yea, very late.
At first wouldn't be de... then the train for problems. I was 2 stations away when it did. It started to move super slow... and the system was super nagging. It keep repeating the lines "The Train is going to travel at a slow speed to the next station, we apologise for all inconvience."
I know. I know. I can understand English so can't they stop repeating? They can just repeat it once everytime we travel from this station to another. I believe it is enough for new passengners? Super irritating.
I can reach at 2pm de, ended up I reach at 2.15pm.
Lucky GV cinema have long advertisement time or else I would have miss alot of the movie opening.

X-Men Origins: Wolverine. 4/5 rating. Very nice, action-packed.. Yea ^^ I always like the cartoon series so movie would certainly appeals to me. I am not afraid to admit. I watch them! LOL.

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On Sunday night, late night, I received this sms, from my school, that from 4th may on there would be temperature taking. Point taken. Complusory from 5th onwards. Ok, point once again taken.
Yet WTH? Why must the temp be twice a day, and have shifts?????
Yes, people, temperature have shifts.
First shift starts at 7.30am. If you are not staying back in school till after 2pm it's ok, but if you are you will have to Re-Q and retake temperature for yet another sticker... Each sticker that certifies you fit last only half a day max.
O, then here comes the... most ridiculour part.
You know how they take temperature? If this applies to the other school, then I wonder if you feel the same.
Ok, starts thinking of the airport, metal detector. Those gates that goes beep when you have metallic materials. Yes. Those. Used for detecting fever.
Err. O God. How creative.
I know thise thing exist. Yes, I do read. It does. But our school one looks really stupid. When I saw I was like issit make of card-board? It looks totally unreal. Then you are to pass through it, in a line, then scan your namecard against some reader.
Stupid.
There's a whole lot of people for crying out loud! Even if you have god-knows-super-eyes-and-mind you wouldn't be able to catch all of them. There's no one nearby as well when we pass by the gate. So if it beeps, the chances of not knowing who it is is high.
I have all rights to believe that the machine with a smiley face, saying you're fine, wouldn't tell you even if you're not fine. As long as you scan and get pass can liao.
O then die.
You will perhaps see a group of headless houseflies wondering who the hell made it sings such a loud tune.
The traffic was real bad as well.
Ok, not whining, but I do when I see nothing good about this. I know you're protecting us against swine flu... but can you make the system worth our trust even a little? A little is pathetic, but well, lets say without any it looks simply a waste.
I know my school was never really good when it comes to organisation.
I do.
There are good points...
We're now very... frustrated.

An accident happened today as well haha...
Today is OT lesson again =D We went to a Theatre setting and see the equipment. Blades used in OT are split into 2, mainly the body and the blade itself. You're suppose to put themselves together, without using your hands but a forcep.
O, that's when the accident happened.
There was alot of people crowding around the table, looking at the types of equipments and their name, discussing what it is for (and of course, cursing those people who gave them so many names.)
Then, suddenly, I felt a sharp pain at my neck.
It turns out that one of my classmates, who was putting the blade, accidentally shot the blade and it hit my neck. LOL. I did feel the pain, took a step back, and placed my hand over the area where it was hit. The blade hit the ground with a dull click.
Some were confused, some were shocked. The classmate who did was apologising like mad... And some of them had came over to check on me.
Thanks lol. And no I didn't bleed... It did went red thanks to my constant rubbing. I can't help it lol. I tend to rub when there's pain.
I know its strange.. but I'm never normal.

"Are you putting the blade or shooting the blade sia?" I asked, laughing.
"I'm sorry, so sorry..." She said.
"It's ok, but next time please inform me when you are doing it. I'll stand 3 feets away." I joked.
My other friend said: "Wow Serene I thought you were bleeding cos your hand's over your neck haha..."

Then everything was fine... Ha.

Yet I think, I didn't want to scare them lol. I did feel the blade cut my flesh a little, and I think if it hits a little higher it would have hit my carotid artery and maybe I will really bleed a bit. It hit my bone this time. I was lucky, haha. No, I am not exegeratting, Haha. The force was pretty strong. But shhhh, don't tell her. I know she will never read here, so I just say nia. So everyone pls observe safety ar. Don't play play. Tmr I will most properly wear a high neck liao.

2009-05-01T16:45:00.006+08:00

Code of the Day...
A day where you fight to the fullest potential,
No matter win or defeated...
Is the day you grow up,
Understanding that nothing is impossible.
--

Woot, so long never update. I was lazy... I was born lazy.. Muha. Ok, anyway, lets get back.

Life has gotten much tougher and busier than I presumed. 3rd year was sure packed like hell. No wonder I'm getting a lack of sleep and more cranky than usual. (Yes, I know, I have self-awareness well trained!) Haha. Not to forget, crazier. Everyone in the 3rd year are showing their true self now, me included. I'm getting more.. and more... daring, in my showing of emotions.

Those who knows know. Those who don't... ask? And if I'm happy I may answer you. Muha.

Projects lined up. This year we have something to look forward to. OT post! OT= operation theatre! You get to dress up like some dumpling, scrub your hands till you can see bones... and cover your face like a ninja, or a mad scientist with knives and wanna cut people up ^^ Ok, that's just a simple explanation. Ha. Anyway we're just gonna be covered till u only see our eyes.
I think we will get to see people getting cut up as well? Not sure. Muha. I'll go, see, and update your guys when I have the chance. I have no idea when it is coming but I suppose soon.

Nothing much happened, sad to say, and you thought life in 3rd year would get hella interesting with all the claims. Not saying its not, but mostly your life are consumed by work, and more work. I'm getting nervous and panic attack over the prospect of PRCP. I played too much for the past 2 years I suppose.

on 30/4/2009... Ok, it was KeBing's bday so happy bday gal~ But I'm afraid that's not entirely the main focus of my day ^^
Went to 9am lecture. Kim was unable to make it cos her sister was sick. Very sick. Suspected case of Dengue just like moi. I hope her case similar to my cos after I was knocked out for a day, I recovered. LOL. Ok, I'm not call a nvr-dying-insect for nothing. We planned to go ky's house that day. Speaking of that, KengYi was not at the lecture as well due to exhaustion. There were only me, Eileen and Ven. So... after lecture, off we go to ky's house, only to be the absolute terror, horror, and amusement of my life.
Must be wondering why?
Because she have dogs at her house. Ok, must be laughing aloud right now... perhaps tumbling over your chairs... Ha.
I'm afraid of Dogs. Yes. Dogs. Man's best friend. Because I as chased by a black dog when I was younger. Ha. The nightmare... Ok, so, ven and Eileen, evil and kind as they were, pushed me into the house first. Ky was rolling her eyes at me... because I was trying my best not to go in... LOL.
Ok, I did went in in the end. The one who greeted me 1st was PingPing, a white Sitzu/Shih Tzu. She have a clouding over her left eye. Very friendly... err, she freaked me out at 1st but later I got use to her. LOL. Very sweet dog, I almost wish to kidnap her home. Thanks to her my phobia of dogs are over. Played with her a little... she likes the massaging I think.. (Cos I keep paying attention to her when we were watching a movie called Event Horizon)
The other 2 dogs are QQ and Bally(?), a pomenaria and the latter a golden retreiver. They are kept at the balcony and gosh... I was let in, with ky, while ven and eileen waited outside. I got the shock of my life when they, yes, they, pounced on me. Goldie locks was so heavy it knocked me a few steps back, but when I commanded him to sit, he did so it was ok. Keep wanting to lick me so I keep raising a finger and asked him to sit. Ky was meanwhile controlling a super hyper (and scary) QQ. He keeps jumping me! Man.
When I was 1st went in, due to shock, I started running... so yea they chased after me and I was screaming, "Ky save me.." LOL.
Eileen and Ven was busy laughing outside. Yes. I saw that despite my panic ok!
Lucky Ky was there or else I would have fainted. LOL. The I spend around 5 mins there then I went out. I got a doggy smell on me.. ha. And a pawprint for sourvenir on my white shirt.
But it was fun ^^ They are very cute.
This took place before watching Event Horizon.
Then we sat down, watch movie.. and left her house at around 1.45 like that.
Woot... what a great day xD

Proceeding...
Tut at 3pm was confusing and a little funny. It went pass in a fury flash.
4pm-6pm is lab xD We did gowning. the OT gown was green and it looked stupid on me. Then we have to wear gloves without the use of our hands. Yes.
Without.
OT gowns have long sleeves with a cuff near the end. you're suppose to manipulate your fingers. then, put the gloves (sterile ones are very tight) on the wrist area, then use your fingers which are inside the sleeves to pull, flick, and start wearing your glove. The gloving alone will take you 5 mins for each hand, or longer. Throughout the entire procedure you have to make sure your hands nvr go below your waist and your gown etc are not suppose to touch any surfaces, or else you will have to restart.
After we finished everything, Haha, you have to tied this knot on your gown. We call it the tango move. you have to wrap the tip of your string into the paper where your gloves was before and ask someone to hold. He/she will hold then you spin, and take it from them again. It's tied like a kimono. If you happen to touch her by accident, or the other way round, restart everything, right from the scrubbing.
Yes, hell it is to go to this... OT. where everything must be cleaned.
Though It's still worth looking forward to.
Enough blabbering.. I'm out, for now ^^

2009-04-20T19:56:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...
Do not think of what you wish to do.
You're all alone, in this land.
Where the wolves were sheeps and the sheeps aren't lambs.
Beware, for you may be next,
On the menu of the hidden Predators.
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O yes, I'm here again =D
Alot happened, and today was the 1st day of school!

--Went to sch earlier by an hour to accompany JiaMin.
Welcome back to school, my friend.
I know it is tough, but i'm sure you can adapt.
I'm sorry for leaving earlier...

Next. School ended early for me, at 12pm =D I went with ven, eileen and kim to eat lunch at Cafe Cartel, at Tampines. Then they showed me around T1...

Thank you.

Tmr's lesson starts at 10am =D Lecture. God bless.

Being back to school scares me, excites me, and worries me. After all, this is my.. no, OUR final year.

O God above, bless me =D The sheep donned in wolf skin. Ha.

And to those who gets this.

I solemnly swear I am up to no good.
You who have triggered my discontent... You shall face what I have decided to give you in future.
Hell.
I will not hesitate. O no... don't even think for a second I will think twice of making your life a living nightmare.
Like what I said... Be ready... =)

Omg I sound... evil. Hey, that's fun =D Lets do it again with a torchlight! (Runs off merrily)

2009-04-13T17:43:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...
Doing the wrong things
Excites me, and worries me.
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Been a long long time since I write anything... May as well!

The week have pass by in a flash =D As 20th gets closer, my heart gets heavier... OMG SCHOOL IS ABOUT TO START PEOPLE!

I was told by Eileen that our timetable come out liao, but we cannot register our modules. Like so stupid, can? Anyway the timetable may be subjected to changes... as usual.

-

Last week---

Tuesday-7/4/2009
Went to visit dear Pearlynn =) She's not feeling well and cannot go to the crowd. Ha. Went with JiaMin. We stayed all the way to 5 something then JiaMin followed me to my house for dinner and to see my new member, Xiao bu dian~~~

My Xiao Bu dian getting funnier and 'brave' also. My family love him, lol, except my bro. He said it was 'disgustingly' small. Omg. how dare he say my cute hammy is disgusting...
And my dad- lol. He was the first to say 'no' to my hammy, and the first to cuddle him among my family. Strange personnel...

Well I suppose it runs in the family...

Wed-Thurs (8/4-9/4)- I don't remember...

Friday-10/4/2009
I went to Church at 10am.. the mass lasted 2 hours plus, then I meet up with Mabel.. haha.

I got my new mp3- Creative Zen, ha. It cost me.. $219, and its freaking 16GB. They were having a promo since they just renovate finish and opened. Ha.
It black, its.. sleek. It's bigger than my zen stone but it still fits in my pocket, so I'm happy.
Thank you to Mabel who went with me to Marina Square to get it on last friday =D That day we also went Plaza Sing. to meet up with Amileen and Deanna.. who went dating without telling any of us! OMG. how evil =P

Went out whole day till evening >.< My parents went out to this funeral thing... so i was alone.

Saturday- 11/4/2009
I didn't go out, but I went to Church at night haha... This time because it is easter.

Sunday- 12/4/2009
Didn't go out.

Monday-13/4/2009
I went funeral...
She's supposed to be cremated today so yea, went with my mum.
She's the relative I took care of during my attachment, as one of my patient by total coincidence...
Sigh.
Ok, first, we went to her house voideck for this prayer thing at 11 am.
Then we set off roughly 12pm.
We arrive at Mandai cremation area at roughly 1230pm, and she was pushed in at around 1pm...
Real sad to see them cry.
We went back to their gouse void-deck at roughly... 1.30pm.
Then me and my mum went off liao...

Yea, I think that's it... sigh. I'm out~

2009-04-06T17:11:00.004+08:00

Code of the Day...
Some were born with great responsibility.
Some were thrust with responsibility.
Some take them up by own free will.

-

Yay~ I got a pet today... other than my Xiao Bai~
Meet my new pet~
Name: Xiao Bu Dian

Age: 5 weeks

DoO: 6/4/2009

Breed: Sayfer Winter White

Cute right? lol. He's only a little bigger than a Sony Ericsson W595 phone's screen. So those with this phone should know roughly how tiny he is.

I think he run off I will not ever find him liao...

Anyway, 1st stop was ChinaTown. My mum wanna shop for tops to match her black skirt. Ha. Ended up we nvr buy anything... Mum was too picky Haha.

Then we went Plaza Sing xD I have decided to buy Creative Mosaic after much thinking, but not today. I get my hammy first though...

Anyway, thanks mum, lots =) she say she will buy this hammy as present for bday. LOL. So yea.. he's like my bday gift, I think?

Ok.. off to watch him... he's so noisy.

2009-04-05T15:27:00.001+08:00

I have decided to post up stories... Link is at my blog, under... Links. Like duh? Ha. Please help me read a little? Thanks =D Not yet put up, I'm modifying the skin...

2009-04-04T13:33:00.002+08:00

Code of the Week(s)...
Can you get used to 'Loneliness'?
Yes, you could.
Once shall not fear the silence and the dead,
But rather the unknown that lurks beneath living, human skin.
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I haven't blog for so long I almost forgot I have this account beneath piles and piles of paperwork ^^ So here I am again!

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This time, I am attached to Ward 48 which is a Med/Onco ward. You see drugs at alot of places...
The staff were sooooo nice =D
Well, almost all of them.

1st day- started off as usual, introduction to the ward, to the people, to the storage rooms.. passwords... Yea, you name it, we got it =)
Even the toilets have password. Imagine- if you are on the verge of bladder destruction and you dunno the password...
Say soyanoara to your dryness man. LOL.

2nd day- Ok, officially started. Blur, blur, more blur. You dunno where is the things and dunno who the hell are your staff and patients... Everything goes by instincts and instructions... LOL. but the staff not bad la.
Went in a flash?
Think so.

23/3- My Bday, an I spend it in the hospital. Afternoon shift... 1-9pm... great right?

All the way to last- it wasn't boring, but wasn't fun either... see...
1. Witnessed Bone Marrow Biopsy. Have the honour of helping out =) I'm happy.
2. Abdominal tap! Yes.
3. Removal of abd. tube. More yes!
4. Locking of CVC/PICC line. Yes pls.
5. Not so happy type- I did 2 Last Office on the same week, with interval of 1 day apart.
6. I took care of this patient who turns out to be my distant relative, and did not find out till my 2nd last day =.= she looks way too different...
7. Last day. My parents came to visit and waited for me to knock off...

Ha, that's it. Really sorry to Ven though, I didn't managed to walk with her... sigh sigh.

Ok, planning out... I wanna go out with the 5 girls for Sushi =D and Mabel for my belated celebration!

A and I have been debating if I should buy Creative Zen (not Zen stone) or Creative Mosaic

Help pls!
Ok I have to go for now... sigh...

2009-03-15T13:03:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...
Life is all about hiding and getting use to it!
Is all about fighting and never say die =D
-
I'm so gonna give a full blast account ^^
-
12/3/2009
I went out from lik 10am all the way to 9pm with Deanna and JiaMin. lol.
At 9.50am++ == Went out of house to meet Dee and Jia at Compasspoint. I was the earliest, ha. Surprisingly Jia was late and Dee arrived 2nd =D
At 10am== I followed them to Mac to eat breakfast. Wait.. I didn't eat, they eat nia xD I ate at home and doubt my stomach can stuff much. We set of to Bugis next for our K-Box fun!
At 11.30am++ == Ok, arrive at the location... but strange things happened! Dee actually booked a room but they save they don't have any records, so Dee was a little pek chey... Ha. But eventually we did managed to get a room la. We sang all the way to 6pm++. Fun, fun, fun xD I brought them some cake that me and my mum made.
And yes! We have a good rating overall. Mum, shouldn't you be jumping up and down now???
At 6.15pm++ == We met up with WanHin, Jia and Dee's classmate. I know him ok... anyway, we went to RedPot to eat dinner. At 1st I thought I will be left out xD because I dunno WanHin that well, but ended up it was fine. It was fun actually, listening to how he talks about his Photography experience. He sound like a expert, ha. I think he is one too. He kind of reminded me of my brother as well, his camera, I mean.
We proceeded to walk around the place a little =D We walked from Bugis to CityHall, then we went to.. Esplanade xD Wanted to go roofttop but it was close on that day... man, we are so lucky la, right? (sarcasm!)
We went outside there, where you can see Fullerton Hotel from our stop. The nightview was terrific... But pity la because I was too tired we didn't stayed long. Ha.
At 9.30pm == Went home, like duh. ha. WanHin sit till Boon Keng, Dee sat with me to Sengkang while Jia lasted all the way to Punggol.
That concluded my fabulous thursday =D
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13/3/2009
Friday the 13th. Suppose to be a bad day, right?
Yes, I think it is. Ha? I was dragged out of my house to God-remembers-where, because I seriously DON'T REMEMBER WHERE XD
Mum and I, as usual.
And thanks Vanassa for the gift ^^ I'm putting it to great use now.
I think we went compasspoint to buy Printer Ink for my brother. O yea, should be it. Then we walk here and there for awhile.
Then we went Pasar Malam. It's super long, but we just brought some food for our growling stomach.
Ha.

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14/3/2009
Ok we went NTUC. I was not suppose to go but I ended up going.
She was whining. Yes.
Asking me to go... then she went "Ok fine you dun wanna go don go lor! I go alone, carry stuff..." and on, and on...
That's why I went in the end. Ha. I mean she showing me that means I can never reject her.
I am such a pushover sometimes.

O, and at night they went to visit my Eldest Uncle from my father side. Got transport la, but hey, I feel super lazy going there so no way I am going! You can say that I don't enjoy such family moments. Not to be rude... but I'm not very close to my relatives. LOL.

Brother's speaking of plans to eat out for dinner tomorrow xD Man, can't wait!

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15/3/2009.
Nothing happen. Yet. I'll made another entry if something did. Ha.
O, and tomorrow is attachment, wish me luck guys =D

2009-03-11T16:19:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...
A hard-to-make decision, but still made.

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OMG. Ok, whoever is reading this, clean your eyes.
I cut my hair short.
Yes, short. Like freaking short =.= Inverted Bob haircut!

I'm making this entry because of my hair lol. The hairdresser actually packed my tail nicely for me to bring it home. (If you're wondering how, ask your long-hair friend to cut, if willing, and see. Haha. My neck feels extremely airy.

Putting up the photo at facebook. LOL. Sayonara~ My long hair days D=

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R.I.P
Serene's PonyTail.
"Our days together have been God-bless."

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LOL. I know its funny, but hey, my heart still aches... But I'm not regretting =D

Out!

2009-03-08T11:47:00.006+08:00

Code of the Day...

To take charge of things, I must take charge of life.

-

Ok, been awhile since I blog~ I have to think a little... -check the calender-
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Last few days have been spend on cooking, cooking, and more cooking. We baked, alot. 3 cakes in 2 weeks is a rare event in my family =)

I'll talk about yesterday now ^^

Woke up at 9am!!! YES!!! Because I have a date with Vanessa and Mabel. I was late, the bus ran off when I'm crossing the bridge (Grrgh!!! I was so close!) I reach at around 1105am, late by abt 20 mins.. Real sorry guys. O, we went amk hub, because van have to go out later with another friend so its actually closer to her meeting spot.

And thanks van for the present ^^ Though you kinda forgot when my bday is... LOL.

We went to watch the movie, Watchmen, after some debate. It's a M18 movie about comic book heros, and which things are not entirely like what they seems to be. It's complicated, but enlightening. Well, if you just ignore some of the R-rated stuff it should be fine? LOL. Anyway, overall, not bad la. I'll give it a 3.5/5

Mabel, I dunno, but Van was very noisy. Haha. She earned a few hits from me due to that. She was wincing at bloody scenes and xD covering her eyes at intimate scenes. It's funny... she's too innocent. I think next time I shouldn't grab her to watch M18 and above movies. LOL. I think she cannot take it very well sometimes. She's getting funny la. LOL. O anyway, just for note, there are plenty of fight scenes insides that involves the ultimate dislocation and wounds. Blood pours like Niagara Falls (It's a totally exagerration, thank you very much) and bones crack that easily you would think its plastic.

We seem to have a difficult time with regards to decision making xD We spend about 15 mins, walking here and there in amk hub, just to find a spot to eat. After much arguements (lol?) and here and there~ we decided on NewYorkNewYork. Here's wat we took:
Me- Pork Lasagna (It's nice, really... It have a spicy, cheesy feel =) the cream just sort of ooze out when u press too hard.)
Vanessa- Veggie Lasagna (It's very... err, well, veggie. She ate me D=)
Mabel- Fish & Chips, I suppose. (The portion is really big, but not as big as the Fish&Co. one, we reckoned.)

It's like back to the old school days, you know. We being idiots and stuff xD Ok, or just me. Haha.

After lunch, Van left for her date at east coast. She have a function that needs her to decorate the place there. There's all this roses she makes, small, cute, and simply beautiful. I must ask her to teach me next time =) This function is like a speed dating section for ppl between 21-30? So if anyone have siblings/relatives along this age line, currently single and wishes to make more friends, gimme a headsup? My friend need more people, but I am not sure when it is taking place. But it's for certain along March.

As for me and Mabel, we didn't go home straight. I accompanied her to SP so she can put back her guitar. She's in this guitar club and plays hell of a song! aka, she's really good with her fingers. I have never say this before but I actually feels proud with friends that plays instruments, regardless of what and how it is. Maybe its because I never have a chance when I was a kid lol. Regardless, at least I play a little guitar, and the recorder. Like duh, many plays the recorder but its still a instrument! LOL.

Anyway, she showed me around, and played me a few piece. I remember when we Sec2, we use to play together during music lessons lol. I have difficulty because my fingers are too short. I cannot really reach the top string without effort. The neck too broad. If it's me, I need a slimer one. lol.

Calling for help as well. If anyone have the disney song, Wish Upon a Star, please inform me, ok? I need it. Thanks ^^ I dunno who it is from, o well, but its just worth a mention.

Songs of the Week:
Sounds of Silence, by Simon And Garfunkel
Hallelujah, A Strek Movie theme song, I think you can say that.
情非得已, by 庾澄慶
Breathe No More, by Evanescence

I have been listening to alot of old songs lately, ahaha. Worse, I am picky in what I listen, so it's actually limited. LOL.

Out, not for long.

2009-03-02T17:24:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...

Better to have had and lost, then never to have and losing at all.

-

Woot, Long time never update... I'm getting lazy ^^ Waha. Wonder what are the others up to...

Early in the morning I woke up at like 10am to cook my own breakfast. Sphagetti xD Yes. Today tried something new. Ha.

Ingredients:
Sauce + Chicken (Magrinated In simply pepper and soy sauce)
1/4 of the packet of Sphagetti noodles.

**Cooked individually.

I think I'm going onto a cooking frenzy because my mum and I just baked a chocolate cake on saturday. Haha.

I went out today. Yes, I know what some of you are gonna say, AGAIN. Went ToaPayoh with my mum since she had been active recently and I really have nothing better to do.
We brought nail polish... she like crazy about them suddenly ha? I brought only 1 white one. She brought 3 of different colours. We also brought a set of VCDs for my dad.
Then we went to this NTUC to buy ingredients for dinner. A packet of 8 green apples are brought as well because we decided to make a Apple Pie, right after this chocolate cake had finish xD

Quite fun la. Me and my mum got lost like 3-4 times when we are just wandering... yes, you didn't hear me wrong, WANDERING, around the place. Evetually we managed to go back to the bus interchange and till now we have no clue how we DID IT.

I guess the direction idiot thing is really passed down in family? (I'm one, my mum is one, my bro's ok and my dad's really good with Singapore's map.)

After calculating, there is a very high percentage, LOL. (What's with the biology thing suddenly.. geezes.)

Eileen sms'ed me at around 2.oo to 2.3o pm timing because she was bored, like hell. God bless her. First day orientation is boring de. We understand your pain sister!

Anyway, this week relatively free, and the third week will be busy. I can't wait to go out with JiaMin, Deanna etc.

Mabel, 1st day of attachment at office ar, good luck =D Maybe you'll see my bro, who knows? After all where you are attached is where he works LOL.

Ok, I'm out.

Highly Recommanded Songs:

The Howling, by Within Temptation
Memories, by Within Temptation
Broken Strings, by James Morrison + Nelly Furtado

*And aren't you guys relieved? I have finally removed the scary music. LOL.

2009-02-26T20:55:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...
Emotions are a Gift, and a Burden.

-

Woot, Holidays ar~ Quite sian =/ But nvm... I can survive de!

Free time makes people do ALOT of weirdo things.

-

My mum and I tried out a new dish yesterday...

Ingredients:
Green Chilli x1/4
Yellow Chilli x1/4
Mushroom (Can) x1, but only 2-3 mushrooms are needed
Onions x1/2
Chicken BreastMeat (Diced)
Cheese (1 packet), 1/3 packet used.
Eggs x 2

Steps:
1. Dice up all the Chilli, mushroom, onions, meat. Leave it aside.
2. Crack the egg =) Beat the egg till you see bubbles.
3. Prepare the wok etc. (We usd non-stick saucepan)
4. Make 2 egg omelette.
5. Stir-fry the ingredients in this order: Onions -> Meat -> Chilli -> Mushroom -> Cheese for roughly 15 mins, or until cook.
6. Split the content into half then put on the egg omelette and roll them up. Cut it parts, like pohpiak, then can eat liao.

**7. Can put with Chilli or Tomatoe sauce. Ingredients for what to roll inside is up to you really.

Ok, results... Not bad. But the egg not nice (as in the outlook) ... My mum and I are gonna try, next time, use only the yolk and without the white. See if we can make it look pretty.

And yes, the ony mainly in charged of all the cooking is moi. LOL. It was fun. It's been awhile since I cooked so alot of funny things happened. But, thank god, I didn't burn the kitchen.

After all the food testing, cleared up everything.. woot wash all the stuff so fun ^^ I eat until doubt I can eat dinner...

Next dish we gonna try is spaghetti. (sp?) I already brought the ingredients. Gonna like cook it on saturday... currently still revising what to put. LOL.

Ok, that's all =) I'm out~

2009-02-24T17:00:00.005+08:00

Code of the Day...

Do not be afraid.

What starts will end, and what ends will start anew.

-

Exams are offically over at 1.30pm, 19/2/2009, a Thursday.
Now?
Holidays awaits!

I have 3 wks of holiday, follow by 3 wks of attachment, then 2 wks of Holidays before the start of a new year for me.
3rd year.
I'm seeing alot of 3's flying ^^

-

23/2/2009

I went out with Deanna and JiaMin to eat Sushi Buffet at Cine.
Then we went Bowling at MarinaSquare.
LOL. Funny, since it is my 1st time, many strange and hilarious things ensued.
So enjoyable...
Let's go out again someday, ok?
Good luck to Dee who's going for some surgery and Jia, who's going to Chalet!
-

24/2/2009

Due to the aching of my muscles I am forced to stay at home.

A Song to share.

Say Goodbye by S Club 7.

In the years to come

Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come

Are you gonna think it over

And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to

The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye,

though it hurts in your heart,

is the only way for destiny

Sometimes goodbye,

though it hurts,

is the only way now for you and me

Though it's the hardest thing to say

I'll miss your love in every way

So say goodbye

But don't you cry

'cause true love never dies

In a year from now

Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now

Maybe we'll see each other

Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars

If only I could stop the world

I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye,

though it hurts in your heart,

is the only way for destiny

Sometimes goodbye,

though it hurts,

is the only way now for you and me

Though it's the hardest thing to say

I'll miss your love in every way

So say goodbye (so say goodbye)

But don't you cry

'cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into

I'll comfort you

Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye,

though it hurts in your heart,

is the only way for destiny

Sometimes goodbye,

though it hurts,

is the only way now for you and me

Though it's the hardest thing to say

I'll miss your love in every day

So say goodbye

But don't you cry

Because a true love never dies

-

Nice right??? OMG. Brings back memories. I think it was played somewhere near my Graduation at sec4. Along with another song... Still searching in progress.

I'm out!!!

2009-02-17T13:05:00.004+08:00

Code of the Day...

No. The Coffee is seriously not working.

No No. Don't blame it on the coffee.

Curse the exams instead.

Examination CountDown:

2/5 Examination

-

16/2/2009
Nothing Happened.
No, It's true. I mugged my Biology the whole day.
I'm so scared that My eyes and the book will never come out alive together.
And my brain is totally fried!
The only time for fun was spend on dumplings. No. I mean it ^^ Here's the evidence~

(ok the position is a little wrong... nvm ^^ anyway, yea, those are it! My mum and I were the creators. Hey I know not very nice but at least it is edible ok???)

(Threw into this big pot... Later. When we are going to eat.)

(Other ingredients for dinner... Omg. Watch the knife and Chopper mum! Place till like that. So dangerous =.=)

Ok basically that's my entertainment. After that nothing much.. haha.

Today~
Went to... Yes. Went to take exam at like 8am. Bio paper. Finally over! Then later go with Ven and Eileen to Hougang to eat LongJohn.

Then went home =/

Ok Gonna like.. you know... Mug now. I'm out.. -cries-

2009-02-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

Being who you are hurts.

Being who you're not hurts more.

CountDown:

5/5 examinations to go

9/2/2009

Went back to school for abnormal psy. Before going I met up with Eileen and Ven.
Long time no see =)
Happy happy~~~
Lol, it actually fits. Anyway...
The class was a good 1 hr from 10am - 11am. Kim wasn't there...
She have interview at KKH in the morning.
When she arrive lesson was alrdy over ^^
Went for lunch next.
We ate till 12plus. Talked about our attachment... etc...
Some went home later, some went out. I went out ^^ Meet up with my mum at Hougang to buy stuff.
Then went home and studied pharm =.=
I almost died...
Survived!

-

10/2/2009
Ok, went early to school ^^ I have pharm lect at 1pm.
Reached at around 11 with ven and Eileen again~ Yvonne joined us. Ky wanna study at home while Kim got dental appointment.
We ate Mac... everyone ate the nugget meal lol. Then we helped each other with revision... Pharm and Bio. lol.
Was fun =D
Went to pharm lect soon~ Kim was there alrdy...
Proceeded to lesson...

We talked about IMH posting right after and I think we freaked Eileen out.
Tsk tsk. It's actually not so bad la.
It's really a person's view!

-

Today.
Gosh. I stayed at home just to study AN so there's nothing much to say...
Out, for now.

2009-02-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

Crying. I want to cry.

Time pass too fast.

It moves me, but scares me all the same.

6/2/2009

Last day of Attachment- morning shift, 7am to 3pm.
Feeling a mixture of happiness and sadness.
I want to thank the staff of ward 55B for making my stay such an enjoyable one.
I remember that my very 1st attachment was at 55B as well and it makes me want to quit very badly. It was really... bad, to an extent that one like me wanted nothing more than to run.
But thank god, this time, the attachment was great. To be able to learn and do stuff was great.
Not that everything and everyone is great, but the experience was still... well, you know. Haha.
Special thanks to...
SN- Hui Qin, Hui Lin, Eileen (our SN la, don't think wrong ^^), Syahida (sp? sorry if wrong), Xu Hui
EN- Theint Theint, Wati
PCA- Nelly
HouseKeeper- Deng Ye, Cheng Yan.
God bless them =D

Anyway, stolen items were still unfound. Will update when I am updated ^^

I came home, then went out again, because NTUC got offer and my mum want me to go and lift the goods. LOL.
We came home at... 6.30pm...
Ate Curry Chicken for Dinner!
My mum weird. Recently she keep cooking feasts she rarely cook O.o Hmmm..
Ok Not complaining.

Anyway BlogSkin changed ^^ Thanks to the Creator... Gonna credit her later when I finds the Link. Love this skin. And guys who are reading... please turn up your volume because there is music. LOL.

I'm out for now!

2009-01-31T11:12:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

Wish to be heard, to be seen.

Wish to see a falling star, so I may fall with it.

Attachment CountDown: 5 more days to go.

-
1st Day- 28/1/2009, Wednesday.
It was a TOTALLY GREAT DAY.
Yea right.
Ky, me, ven, win min, zhang min = same ward.
And totally great!
Our shift work was 8am to 4pm, and at 4pm knockoff we went to the tearoom to grab our stuff...
Ky's ipod and Ven's mp3 all went missing!
My bag also showed evidence of being ransacked.
This is like...
To hell with it.
We went to report with the sister and all they did was 'showing us the truth' and in every way telling you 'you will never get it back'.
Its more like pushing blame than anything in this world.
I'm sorry, but it is not anger, but total dissapointment.
Security called, statement were made... Police called next.
All useless.
Everything lasted till about 8pm. Super long.
That's how the first day starts.
As a total dissapointment and leave us in disgust.
It shows.

People working in a hospital doesn't necessary spells caring, concern, empathy.

We learned of the true world, the hard way.

-
2nd day- 29/1/2009- Thursday
Boring, boring, boring!
Only have like 3 patients. Mostly are single room which I cannot go in.
Ahahahaha....
I rot =)

But the staff were nice by the way. They made my day an enjoyable one.

And I learn that instant noodle have many ways to cook. LOL.

-
3rd Day- 30/1/2009- Friday.
Even worse. I have 0 count in patient.
Wait wait, don't get me wrong, I am happy they discharge, but I am really bored.
I really have nothing to do.
So I went over to help my friends at their rooms.
At least I did get to do something =)

Went home at 9pm. Saw a total dike?

The lady was fat. She wears red, and she love to walk VERY SLOW and stand in the middle of a escalator.
We were forced to squeeze through when she don't get the hint.
I don't say people this way, okay? It's just that she really piss me off.
I mean... Hey, 'please stand at the side for other people to pass'- is it really that difficult to understand???
I mean we even have translation, in 4 different language!
They must be one that the idiot gets it, right?
-

I'm out, for now.

2009-01-25T14:06:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...

I feel like butter.

I'm melting under the heat and people are attempting to re-solidfies me...

-

This must be the worst start for CNY eve. Ever.
I woke up feeling nausea, headache, and perhaps a slight fever. It did get better but it still SUXS like hell.
I was given 1 pink paracetamol (hehe, guess, people!) and now, as I type, I'm happily sipping my hot ginger water. I think my mum added sugar. It actually tasted sweet and uber good.
Wondering what's up with the Ginger Water? I'm having major stomach distention.
Consumed too much oily stuff and now I'm gonna suffer from it...

Eww.

At least I'm not vomiting anymore =)
But too bad. My appetite is ALL GONE and there's actually the scent of stewed (issit?) duck, combined with red ginger, egg, tofu... and many more. It makes me hungry, but I can't eat it. At least not when my stomach is still bloated with air.
Tomorrow we're gonna visit my grandma and get some hong bao in my bag! YAY!
Sounds happy?
But I really don't feel like going in this condition...
Aww man.

LIFE SUCKS.

But still...

ROCKS.

I'm out =)

Happy CNY-eve.

2009-01-24T13:34:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

The strangeness was caused merely by external factors.

Internal factors leads to insanity though.

-

Yesterday...
...was the last day of IMH posting =)
I could only say that there were bad and good memories haha.
1st thing in the early morning, 1am.
I woke up because my stomach was feeling extremely bad. It was not ache- it was more like a stretching thing. It feels like cramps, but it isn't. I ate something wrong the day before and it had an effect since 5pm the day before...
And eww, I actually vomit all my dinner out at 2am. However I did feel better enough to go back to sleep.
About 3 and a half hour later...
I woke up again, but this time to prepare to go to the hospital. Feels like shit, but hey its the last day and I really wanna see my nice patients.
I managed to recover a little at around 11am.
Visited Mr. Ibrahim's ward at around 1pm (It was during my break and he was kind enough to invite us)
I wouldn't say much but it is a great experience =) Saw Yvonne, JunYong and Arief there. I dunno the rest la.
Went back to my own ward with MoeMoe and Ericko at 1.30pm.
Now, to the finale.
Photos- alot- were taken. We have our final little talk and everything~ We shared many thank you and our C.I., Mr. Abu and Mr Singa told us of their nursing experiences.
Great, really great.
Went home after that with a quick farewell to the afternoon shift people.

Sayonara, My patients, fellow students and staffs all over.

Thank you for the guidance and help throughout the 2 weeks attachment.

And... My opinion of the mentally ill have officially changed.

Stigma? Weird? Crazy?

Bullshit.

They are merely different from society's expectation.

No one is normal in this world. No one at all.

It was merely our perceptions of things that defines normality.

You're really crazy.

Later on, went home. Kim and I waited for Ven who was cleaning up etc. Then we went off and took bus to Compasspoint. Kim went home, and me too ^^ Ven went out though. I waited with her for the MRT to come haha. Talked alot of stuff... Hehe. Confidentiality people!!!

Ok, I'm out~

Advance Happy New Year people!

2009-01-15T22:23:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day

History doesn't make a man who he/she is today.

It is a man that made history the way it is.

This must be one of the most memorable entry I ever made, in my entire blogger's life.

Yesterday.

I am currently working at IMH as a student-nurse ^^ It is very fun, and meaningful. You get to see things you never see and meet people you will never think of meeting.
Overall, for now, it is a good experience.
Thank you, all the people whom had made it nice =)
But that is not the main topic of this entry today!

On with the show!

Yesterday I worked morning, so I actually came home at around 4o0pm and went out at 530pm, to reach dhoby/PS at around 6pm.
Was played a fool by Pearl and Jia who were using their own tricks again! Hiding! Make me go up one more floor for nothing haha.
Ok, I shouldn't say them, because I actually join in to make fun of sokewan who was the latest among us...
It feel like we were back in our primary school days.
Then, after all the hilarious fun... we went to eat Japanese Cuisine at Paradise Plaza.

JiaMin+Me: Beef Omelette Rice
SokeWan: Rice, in a stone bowl... I forgot the name.
Pearl: Is that spagetti? I rmb it being very very cheesy...

Then, we went to the guest event Soke invited us to... At 1st I don't wanna go de, but for some reason I cannot refuse her and eventually called home to make some lame excuses.
This, was what make this day so unforgettable. I am glad that I had gone to this event.
We have fun, yes ^^ I wouldn't reveal much. The speaker was great and really engaging. I feel tired because I woke up at 5am and hardly have any rest due to the work, but he managed to keep me awake for most of the time. We played games that sort of tell us whether we are... well lets put it this way, forward, or prefer to be pushed. It may have been short, but it was still good. Later on, after everything had end, the ones whom had participated in the course told us about how much it had changed them.
That was why I'm happy. I have seen the results of this course through my friend, SokeWan.
For those that do not know her, you may not understand me. For those that do, then yes, hear me. I am really happy. She have changed for the better, and I am real proud of her.

I may not be the best person to say this, because I myself is no better. But I wish to say how much her changes had touched me. I can see that it is not on the mere surface, but it is for real.

Well, she may never see this entry, but whatever, I still wanna shout it all out!

Dear Friend, we may never return to the old days as the years move on, but it is precisely these changes that makes our life and friendship its ultimate worth.

I am so damn it proud of you.

Keep up your days and live it to the fullest! Go out and inspire kids that you had once been!

I'm sure your dreams will come true one day =)

God Bless.

And I wanna thank Pearl, JiaMin, SokeWan for a great day... Keep in touch, friends forever!

2009-01-09T12:09:00.004+08:00

Code of the Day...

Life is a bowl of soup that goes bad when stirred with the wrong ingredients.

-

Yesterday. 8/1/2008
I was so tired I didn't bothered to update...
I was involved in OH, as everyone that knows knew...
Maybe just moi, but the experience is not very good.
The organisation was not well and ended up everyone was frustrated.
And I meant REALLY REALLY frustrated.

With all the wrong turns and knots, even WE are frustrated.

Good stuff was 1. Know our environment better and 2. Make new friends.

But I don't think I'll go a second time even if chances arise.

Shift ended early- at around 5pm. Went to do my module evaluation- not as if it was any useful... I mean, see, if you write something you expect that something to be taken into consideration, but problem is we still see that something being ignored. AKA. As good as not writing anything man...

KengYi, Kim, and I then went a little shopping... we ate yoghurt ice-cream haha. I brought a shirt- darn cheap, it cost only $10. The ice-cream was soooo soothing to the throat. Then we went walk around Threatre of Arts, then to the Auditorium see here and there, then we went home. Kim took MRT while me and KengYi took the bus, since she need to go somewhere...

At Home- O ho, I was working on the final piece of project while talking with my friends on MSN. I was tired like crazy since for consecutive 3-4 days I didn't have enough sleep.

Knocked myself off at 11.20pm. Bed had never been seemed as such an attractive, alluring, charming thing before. Even better when you lie down on it and lull yourself to dreamland.

A wish to never return to reality had crossed my mind when those eyes were closed.

-

9/1/2008
May as well just mention what happened since it was pretty funny =)
I woke at 10.30am to the 'callings' of my mum. Ok, not calling- she opened my door, starts beating my ass, sat down at the foot of my bed, and started dozing off a little herself. I tried kicking but it was useless- my legs were trapped. lol. Then I asked her to get my Handphone for me since I left it at my work-desk last night.

Missed callx2, messagex1

Ahahaha, then I started calling back in my sleep-induced state. One of them was Dr.Yong. Freaking funny when he picked up, Cause' I think he knows I just woke up. I sound like shit. Bavani can tell also...

Got my stuff done, called Green since I cannot open her file. So now, I wait.

Mum wanna drag me out later and now I'm fending myself... I really dun wanna go out. Just let me rot peacefully at home today, please.

Perhaps will update more when the night arrives...

I'm out... not for long.

9/1/2008- Part II
I still went out =.= With my mum... like duh... at about 1.30pm in the afternoon. 1st Stop: Compasspoint. We spend less than 15 mins there and went to 2nd Stop: Kovan to buy clothes. I brought topsx2 and something-like-a-jacketx1. LOL. Then me and my mum went to eat laksa~ yummy~

Elective Project finally completed! It was send to Dr.Yong and I received a reply that he did got it.

-

And I forgot to say something at the 8/1/2008 entry.

Gosh, HE is really disliked by many people and I am glad that I am not the only one. I'll confess. When I talk behind someone and really dislikes them , I kind of feel bad. I will start thinking maybe I was the one picking too much. Now? NAH. I'm not. When I know someone actually agrees with me without any ounce of influence from me, I am actually quite relaxed. At least it proves the problematic one was not me, right?

Recently-
I have finally done my attempt at a new, dark story. It's nothing like I wrote before, I think. If anyone wishes to preview the storyline just ask... I'll answer on msn ^^

Project-I'm-On:
Movie Fanfiction.
Chosen Clips: Pirates of the Caribbean- 1,2,3
Music: 9 crimes by Damien Rice
Programme used: Windows Movie Maker
Stage: Still making the script

2009-01-07T15:35:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

'Let bygones be bygones'

Such a difficult task.

What one should say was,

'History had been made and can never be undone.'

'You may try to forget...

...but you can never forgive.'

It's been such a long time... My time to shine!
-

5/1/2008
I really can't remember what happen, but basically I just went lecture. My friends got BCLS test on 8am. Some failed, some passed. But it was all good. We all have our 2nd chances in life, don't we?
And yes, thanks JiaMin, I finally know how to comment at your blog ^^

-

6/1/2008
8am- My 2nd attempt at BCLS. The mannikin went wrong~ the one who tested me are funny and smart. LOL. First, the lecturer ran from one to another because he doesn't like the mannikin. Later when I blow, there was nothing so he blow also... Ended up it was not my problem. Then another lecturer came and helped me see... yes... and she started taking parts out while the male teacher went to another one. I helped her to fix the spoiled toy =.= Finally it worked after my countless test runs... haha...
She tested me btw ^^ and I passed at one attempt!!! yay!!!

Thank you, KengYi, Venassa, Kim, Bavani~

Thank you Yvonne, Eileen!!!!

Thank you those who wished me best of luck!!!

Then, after BCLS, I followed ven and kim to their remedial class. It was fun. Christine was such a funny and nice teacher! haha.

Went back at about... 10.10am? I went out in the afternoon with my mum to Chinatown then Hougang Mall.

Fun and tiring day!

-

7/1/2008 (Today)
8am, again. I went to support Ven and Kim, but when I reach they already over. SIGH. Really sorry guys, though it was because the first bus never come and the Q got way too long...

They passed, hurray!

9-10.30am. Lecture. BORING.

10.45am-1.10pm. Elective project discussion. Finally finished!!! Thanks for the hard work, guys!

1.15pm. Our class have a short gathering with mentor. Got pizza, chicken, and pepsi for the drive! However bot everyone is there... Eileen and I went because Crystal called me, I cannot refuse~ and Eileen wanna kill time. Overall... Ok, it was quite eventful. I'm now so tired I wanna sleep...

Tomorrow. NYP OH. I have shift from 12pm to 6pm~ Gosh. I hope I won't get lost haha. Duty: Guides. As for what type, I am unsure.

Hoola~ I'm out~

2008-12-30T14:36:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

The one who surrenders to Good is the true Evil.

I hide, I fight, and I will never surrender.

This is Life.

-

Deal with it. Deal with it. O yea! Chanting all this is ridiculously fun.
Sacarsm alert. TYVM.

-

29/12/2008
Have BCLS test in the morning, 8am! Went to wrong room with Arief, Bavani and Ericko.
Luckily we were saved by Ms. Dorothy. Thanks!
It was at K and not H... Haiz...
Straight away~ Test started!
This were tested...
Adult CPR: Failed after 2 attempts. (Thanks to the tester for letting me having a 2nd try)
Adult Choking (Con/Uncon): Passed
Infant CPR: Passed
Infant Choking (con/uncon): Passed, marginally (Too nervous ha.)
I am to have my retest on 6/1/2008, 8am. God! PLease let me pass this time. If fail have to come back after during your attachment in 3rd year and it will be hell.
Then me and Bavani went to find Dr. Yong for test results while KengYi went project discussion for pharm.
And phew! I passed my elective. 30% secured. Left 70% project to go!
Went library next. Bavani and KengYi have discussion. I met Arief and started chatting with him to pass time.
All the chemistry involved. Ok, don't even think wrong! We merely discussed the reactivity of Lithium and Sodium, and how the other elements either reacts or don't react strongly with it.
Fun. Thanks Brother!
Then we went to tutx2 for those presentation...
2 projects left! I have one next week monday! God bless =)

-

Today.
Nothing much! Started school at 10am. Eileen cannot make it because she remembered the time wrongly.
Went to watch the 2nd part of the movie, 'Outbreak'. It is Highly Recommanded for those that enjoys thrill, romance, mystery, and knowledge of how virus evolve+ spread. The 1st part was showed ytd :)
Only me, KengYi and Kim are there. Yvonne was late. Arief was behind. Ha.
Yvonne went off at 11am for tutorial with JunYong. Brother MIA. Ha.
Then we went off to eat since KengYi was hungry. Me and Kim stayed to accompany her. She was supposed to have grp discussion but later she didn't go. (For more information, either call me or ask me over msn. If I am in the mood to tell, I'll storytell ya!)
Then we went off~ Kim too MRT, while me and KengYi took the bus together... Fun trip =)
I alighted at Hougang and she sat all the way to interchange.
Went home~ that's it!
Tomorrow got class at 9am, project at 11am, and possibly practice for BCLS at 12pm.
God, bless me! Bless us, to be precise- hope all that have failed pass at 2nd try!

JiaYou!!!!!

Ok, I'm out! If I'm in the mood may write again later...

2008-12-27T20:14:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day...

If one had no respect, then expect no such thing from others.

-
Today
Went to little nonya meet with Eileen at Compasspoint. Super packed lol.
Think will be the last time I ever go to this kind of meet le.
Everyone was pushing and pulling it's super irritating, but overall the trip quite okay la~
Reach at 2.30pm, went home at 4.30pm.
Woot, so tired. All the fight lol.
Got 1 pair of mother and son behind me lor at one time. Keep pushing. Ended up I scolded them..

'I am walking already so quit pushing! Thank you very much!'

They got on my nerves. I mean the way the guy push is more like molesting me lor. Watch out. I can kill if I want to +.+
Some pictures to share~

That's all! It is a little blur due to all the pushing, and it was taken with a phone cam. Ha. But can still see a little, right? --
26/12/2008
Went out at 1130am for reunion lunch with JingYi, Deanna, Mabel and of course, me.
Deanna was late! LOL.
Anyway we met JingYi on the train. Very funny la me. I scare it was not her, so me and Mabel decided to test... then she walked towards us.
It's her alright! And I think I saw my cousin... Hmmm..
Went to PS! Then we watched 'Bedtime Story'. It is totally worth it, unless you don't like comedy that involves fantasy...
Then, we went to swesen to eat.
JingYi: Breaded chicked + mint ice-cream
Deanna: Spagetti + hazy (something) ice cream
Mabel: Egg Omelette with mushroom & cheese + frosted malt
Me: Egg Omelette with chicken & cheese + strawberry sundae
Then we went walk walk~ JingYi left at 5pm.
We went on till 5.30pm before we left home.

Great day. Thanks for all the fun, guys.

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25/12/2008
I stayed at home! I decided not to go out in the end haha.
Mum and Dad have a great time =) Honeymoon~ wee~ (Just kidding...)
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24/12/2008
Nothing much. We stayed at home, again ^^ But was helping out mum with the dinner.
Steamboat! -Have dumplings, prawns, veggie (aww~), mushrooms (haha) etc. Have stewed duck also. I don't like duck meat but well, I like the eggs =) and the tofu!! Haha.
We ate around 7pm because dad was late. Brother came home early~ Then we set off at 845pm, took a cab, and went church.
The mass started at 930pm (official timing) and ended at 1030pm.
Every year was 12 midnight, so I'm not complaining.
Missed little nonya though~ my mum prepared but we forgot to tape when we go out.
Sad~

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Ok, that's it! I'm out!

2008-12-23T21:02:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

Like stars that would fall, my life would end. Be it a good or bad ending, it doesn't matter.

Yesterday.

Went out with Mabel to watch Twilight! Hoot~ It's a overall-not-bad movie ^^
Edward's ok, not that good looking like the book had depict, but bella was cool.
Star at 7pm, ends at roughly 9.15pm
Coolie awesomeness!

Today.

Go to school at 9am to do BM project. Was fun ^^ Those girls were great to agree to it~
Managed to finish 3/4 of the project and we are still going!
Then, proceed to lab for practice of BCLS! I passed my compressions but failed my ventilation. Seriously, that 'thing' was too easy to reach the max. ha. I only puff 1/2 of my breathe and it went to the stomach, thus failing my ventilation part...
God bless me, I have test at 8am on Monday. I really wanna pass my 1st time.

But I doubt I can make it.

Here goes...

Getting lazy recently over updating my blog. I no longer have the energy I shared over the school days. Too little things are happening. Or maybe, I'm just plain bored and tired.
I feel like dying, and I am not kidding over it.

Life have little meaning nowadays.

I have practically... no life? Ha. It's funny, because my friends all presumed that will be the last thing I'll ever say.
But face it, once in a while, even the glaring sun falls in depression...

I'm out!

2008-12-21T11:32:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

If God can hear me, then save me by forgiving my sins.

-

I am BORED. Yes. That's why I'm here... Updating, when I really have nothing much. Ha.

19/12/2008

Stayed at home and rot after telling my mum I don't wanna be the carrier xD Still got go out a bit to NTUC so that I can send my X'mas cards...
Thanks to everyone that have send me by the way!

20/12/2008

In the early morning, mum and I went to Kovan to get stuff settled. ^^ Met Mabel and her mum~
Poor girl sick sia, don't pass to me... I just recover from my fever ^^

21/12/2008

Today evening got gathering!!!
Happy-B-day-to-Vanassa Tang! Haven't met you for awhile, can't wait!
Tomorrow watching the movie Twilight with Mabel. Hope its nice~
The day after- Do project and its my mum's b-day~ Have to buy cake...
X'mas eve- Gosh, busy. Need to go mass etc... then celebration.
X'mas- Celebration with family. Planning outing.
Saturday- I have a date with Eileen to compasspoint :O Little nonya's cast are coming to compasspoint! Hurray!

To Shanny:

Hope your mum recover fast fast =) Merry X'mas. Thanks to you who gave me Xiao Bai, my house is a lot happier with this new addition that came years back. Thanks alot -hugs-

Ok, I'm out!

2008-12-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

Code of the Day...

Make no promises that cannot be kept.

Been awhile since I wrote anything, so here I come ^^
16/12/2008
We went escape! Me, ven, eileen, vonnie and ky ^^ Arief is on recession and Kim have an interview. We met around 10- von was late from her trip but never mind- and we ate ya kun for breakfast (whitesand area)
Then proceeded to our destination, a short, roughly 15 mins walk.
Worth it.
There was a lot of people, and we Q for a while... all the noisy people ^^ You should know. It is like a wet market.
Enter...
We went viking first, I think. Fun... but I almost emptied my stomach content because I ate breakfast. The thrill was enough though haha.

Rainbow and Inverter were not up. Life sucks from there on.

Then we sat the family roller coaster! For goodness sake... I did not hold onto the bar haha, not till ven and ky said out loud did I notice.
Then we went... issit Go Cart? Can't remember. My cart sort of broke down for 5 mins, but it went buzzing soon after. Thanks von who waited for me ^^ or else I will be so alone haha. The others thought I wanted to be the last.
We went for lunch at BBQ chicken! I receive a call roughly round 3. Kim's interview was cancelled!!! It is a pity, she did not come and join us. Don't worry Kim. Got second chance de.
Then me and eileen went for wet and wild ride! She was wet, I was wild :) I sat at the front ha. Cos my clothes cannot get wet it is more transparent than white if it does get wet!
Then, one last ride on viking. The Q was super long, but shorter than go cart, I think ^^
Then we went back to whitesand... and walked a little. My legs were cramping and I doubt I could have survived... haha.
O, then we went home ^^
Thanks Eileen for showing me the path! Or else I would have gotten lost. ^^

Anyway, it's late when I type this... I'm out~

2008-12-13T22:47:00.005+08:00

A little thing to someone dead...

I was left at home today. I just recovered and so I did not go for my uncle's last journey.

He was reduced to ashes and placed behind a slab of rock with his name.

God bless his soul.

I never know him. I mean, like I mention before, I think I hardly see him 3 times a year. He was a stranger that's connected by a mere name. He was a man. He died due to cancer. He suffered before he died.

But still, I'll pray for your soul >.<>

R.I.P.

2008-12-12T16:14:00.003+08:00

Code of the Day

People with low IQ but high EQ lives.

People with high IQ but low EQ suffers.

And, people with no IQ or EQ dies.

That's why, on the watch ladies and gentleman, 'they' will eventually...

...join the crew.

Ok, I know, alot of people (looks at ven, eileen, vonnie) have complained that I have not update for a very long time. So, here goes the timeline.

-10/12/2008-
I went to school. Skipped the first period of bio, then crawled to school to attend practical. Kao. I can never forget that burning sensation haha. Like cooking egg like that... After lab, went to each lunch with ven, eileen, kim and ky. (Poor vonnie not there cos sick!) lol, I got no appetite but under the supervision of my friends I managed to finish at least 3/4 of my bowl. THANK GOD. Then we went outside LTK to sit and chit chat, but that time I think I have soaring temperature because ven and kim touch my forehead and they say it's like a hot stove.

Thanks Eileen and Venassa for the ice. Saved my brain from frying due to extreme heat. =) Love them.

I wasn't suppose to be at school btw! Because got BCLS test so I don't have a choice. But overall I did ok, and subsequently I feel better. But then when I went home, I got fever again so I took my temp, =.= here goes the readings.
37.8 --> 38.1 --> 38.9 --> 38.3 (I can still remember cos I thought my thermometer spoil.)
I was then rushed down to the doctor~ with my dad. I think burn too high, I feel very dizzy. Then freakng waited doctor for an hour++ before she see me. She took my temp.. like again... Forehead: 39.9 and ear: 39. She quickly put on her mask... I was like... kao! lolz. Then she say if persist must take blood ar... I so scare can. She say I may have dengue. Go home le, mum and dad fuss over my health because my fever went EVEN higher, but then I took the med (increased dosage by doctor in liquid form) and slept it off. Managed to bring it down... Phew.

-11/12/2008-
Did I mention I was not even suppose to go school on this day? The doc specifically ordered me to stay at home. But I can't. I have to go for project presentation which is at a lame time of 8am. So, with a fever, and my hoarse voice, I went. Managed to get through it without fainting (like duh.. or else it will be on the news) then followed them to go and eat. I only drank some mushroom soup because not hungry. Later followed Eileen they all go their project discussion =)

After finding out the lab at 2pm is optional... I went home at around 12, and rest for the day~

At night, reading stories with computer and managed to catch Eileen! and heard some really disturbing events which led to the Code of the Day... I pity my group- really I do. We did nothing wrong and we have to suffer such injust. I hope that those selfish little midgets with a pea brain (you know who they are) will realise their mistakes one day. Tsk tsk. You need more friends and not foes, morons.

-12/12/2008-
Finally! ONTO TODAY!
Woke up in the morning, feel very giddy, and so skipped the first lesson of the day (8am). Sorry to Eileen, Venassa, Kim, Arief, and everyone! I didn't attend your presentation... feel darn bad sia.. But blame it on my fever... 37.9. I took medx2 and 1 spoonful of cough syrup with fever-relieving mixture and finally it did the trick.
Yvonne came today though ^^ she was sick and MIA for a week. Today she looks fine, and dear god she updated her blog! (ok just kidding la don be angry ar vonnie)
Ky came for pharm nia. I was so surprised. She was very tired, I wonder why though? :P muhahaha.
Around 1pm- 6 good friends sat together and chit chat. Dear God. Really hope I was there ytd. Even if there's nth I can do, I can at least try to salvage some of our honour.
I don't like her. CLY. If you are so kind to others and not to us, you can jolly well take over them and dismiss us. Trust me, we can survive, and will survive, even without you.

Having you is as good as not having you as well.

Have you ever pay attention to us?

Did you bother to remember how we look like and possibly our names?

I'll answer all this darn questions for you.

FREAKING HELL NO.

Anyway, after that little talk, I went off first for my elective test. It was quite easy... haha. I finished in about... 20 mins? Then me, Bavani and KeBing went off together while ShiLin stayed back for practice.

Btw I wonder how's my 5 girls doing at the pool... =/ Good luck yo.

Don't forget our tuesday date! Even if I die, I'll slide them in my coffin! LOL.

I'm out. :) -Sings the Fever-fever-go-away song-

2008-12-09T20:15:00.001+08:00

Code of the Day...

Be dead, but never, ever, be sick.

Today.

...was a short 3hour lecture from 8am to 11am. Feel super rotten, and don't even wish to get up. Ended up still did and went off to school.

Next up.

LOL. Really, going to school isn't that bad, thanks to 4 girls who totally made my day =D ok, maybe I should include my brother as well. Many thanks to Kim, Eileen, Venassa and Ky... and Arief. You guys rocks my soul =)

Later on, super tired. Wanna pass my project meeting but Venassa was too... lets make it this way- persuasive. I went, and left at about 1.15pm with KeBing and Green.

O, and I went to the doctor. A Chinese doc, since my family doc did not have her clinic open today. The medicine tasted horrible but quite effective. I don't feel the cough anymore. But my fever came back at around 3pm, and it totally sucks.

Hehe, but it's ok now. I'm pretty sure it won't come back anymore. God bless =D

Wanna apologise to my friends also for passing out at bowling. Sorry, really cannot make it. I look fine but I feel like shit inside.

(Hope you guys enjoyed greatly =D very nice when you insisted me on going, really. Thanks. Makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside! -takes out bucket and puke- not so mushy, but yea, close? =D)

Kk, and thanks for all the concern showered upon me... love you guys alot =)

2008-12-08T16:36:00.004+08:00

Code of the day...

Mistakes cannot be undone, but it can be amend.

Today

Sick. Yea. Totally. I'm having a fever and I can't even close my eyes to rest. Then it subside... so happy...

And it came back.

Just like yesterday. I got the fever during noon and took some med. It went off, and it came back again! I daresay I'm cursed by the Fever devil.

The cough is killing me too. Wanna go out with my friends and ended up I'm too sick. Then a bruise appeared on my abdomen and it hurts. Don's even wanna think how I got that. Another bruise on my leg because I banged into a stupid chair.

How great can my hols be huh? I'm dying of boredom, of frustration here!

Anyway, a bad day will have a good stuff inside too, right? lol. Today, me, my dad and my bro painted a wall at my living room. It really need some touching up since there was black lines and chips ^^ so we set off to work, and woot! We got it done. My whole house reeks of paint now :) but overall this makes me happy.

Sad News next though.

My uncle with cancer passed away last night.

Yap, you heard me. He got cancer all over and my mum and dad said he was really in a bad shape when they visit him . About an hour after they return we received a call about his death. I don't really know him, since I doubt I see him 3 times a year, but well, I'm still a bit sad and perhaps, discouraged that he did not win the cancer fight?

I'm attending his funeral on wednesday since I'm 1. sick and 2. not in the mood to go today.

God bless his soul.

Err, I'm feeling really down right now, with all the sick and death stuff. I'm pretty cheerful but I have a threshold as well, and guess my level is reaching? With so much news surroundings me, it was even hard to breath. I suppose that's what life is about- to live and to be done with. No one lives forever.

Life is such a fragile thing. It flies beautifully like a butterfly, but easily crushed like one too.

Off to find some stuff to do while I rot away.

2008-12-06T22:41:00.006+08:00

Sigh, sigh, sigh...

No code today since this is more like a combined entry between me and my friend Eileen.

We were both thinking of the same thing.

Heng we are not in jc!

Lol, please, don't get me, or us wrong. We were not thinking anything bad (maybe?) about jc until that day we heard from our friend about the incident involving a girl's supposedly-fun-birthday bash, which in our opinion, was a disaster.
(No offense to the victim, or the birthday girl. I dunno how well you took it but for us, we didn't...)

Look, we hold no prejudice what-so-ever, towards the student from jc all over.

But blame it on our curious nature to explore the net and find the truth.

I couldn't help it. I mean when I heard about it the first thing that came to my mind was 'watch the video'. I couldn't find it, however, since it was removed promptly. But I found the pictures, which I find it to enough to tell me how 'well' the party goes.

I must admit. Friends and Foes- the line had been blurred since ancient times, but now? They were practically blended together, thank you very much.

Just look at it! People had always claimed that JC are the elites, that they were good student that behaves appropriately. (I was told that way, don't blame me. That was what happened when people wanna grab me to jc instead of poly)

Now, I throw my statement back at them.

I'm happy to be in polytechnic even without such scandal, but I am now HAPPIER to know I am a poly student.

And what have our schools been educating nowadays? I don't blame the whole educational system, but they do play a part in nurturing the younger generation.

Now, don't think the parents should go scot-free as well, since giving life means you have to take responsibilty. I know it doesn't applies to everyone, but you know what I mean. Even if you blame it on some broken-family, it is still your responsibility to make yourself a better person, and seek help when needed.

Now the question to be asked, or most probably asked by many others...

Are we getting better, or worse?

That's for us to know, and for us to find out. Lets hope for the best...

I would like to add a note that this is purely personal opinion and if you have a problem with it... deal with it. We lived in a world of democracy and everyone have the right to say what they want. If you have difficulty comprehending that word, please kindly flip through your handy dictionary towards the 'D' section.

(By,Ah Cai and Eileen)

We apologise for any words that may have hurt anyone.

But like I said before, this is a world of democracy.

We hold to our views, and I believe that many others shares it.

It is merely a way we choose to convey that differs.

Once again, we wish people out there the best of luck!

And may the history does not repeat itself.

2008-12-05T20:58:00.005+08:00

Code of the Day...

Count the stars and watch the moon, do you feel happiness?

Try it with 2 others, and maybe that happiness will be doubled?

Today

Haha, today I was almost late! But luckily I walked quite fast ^^ so managed to make it... then i was shocked.

They said got no lecture.

Freaking hell! NO LECTURE? Then 2 lecturer were talking and talking over there and I was like squealing with delight at the back.

Then he came in- as in the lecturer that was supposed to be absent.

Yea, like.. DUH. Ended up I... no, we... were made a fool by the 2 lecturer...

They thought very fun ar!

Ended after 1 hr, we went to eat. I ate sumo ramen while Kim, Ven, Eileen, Ky and Yvonne ate the egg set. Then we chat and chat about '8' (Secret Code between friends! No questioning! :))- Unless your name is Kim, Ven, Eileen, Ky, or Yvonne.

Then we went lecture, again =.=" Sat inside, but we were distracted by a show named 'Little Nonya' ^^ That show is so nice! But last night super sad because the parents died... Haiz...

After lecture, stay back be calefare for like 40 minutes? Haha. Yes, Calefare! We just sit there and made sounds when required. Never really participate la, because I feel even if I do, there's no use. Every year we do evaluation, everything's still the same.

Are you really hearing us?

After being a free calefare, everyone except me went for elective... Wonder how they had done? Haha. Jia you yo! As for me, I went to Hougang mall with my mum to buy stuff for my guinea pig. Super heavy can? Brought a new type of bedding for him which weighs about 4kg. Then we went NTUC somemore! After that, went home =.= and kao, she drag me out to buy stuff again lol. Whole day was spend carrying stuff.

This is the stuff for our stupid guinea pig, aka 'Xiao Bai'. Alot right? the one weighing 4kg is the green one, his new bedding.

Even though he's an idiot, still very cute right? Shh... Don't let my parents hear later they kill me =D

But the reward is good xD Curry Chicken! But we all agreed it tasted a bit bland.. never mind... curry chicken must leave 1 night then will be nice.. Will wait for tomorrow!

(Hmm, when will the day I run out of codes come? :P)

2008-12-04T20:32:00.005+08:00

Code of the Day...

We were nothing but black and white pieces on a chessboard, but even so, we fought to establish a grey ground.

Today.

Long day... Haiz... Reach school early at 10 for project and last all the way to 12. Then kim, ven, eileen, ky and me skipped lecture xD because today was Eileen's b-day!

Once again, Happy b-day!

We went to eat pepper rice at amk hub to celebrate for her ^^ It was really a merry event~ (Curse the freaking rain for pouring!) Where are you von~?

After we ate, we went back to school to attend classes. Today was BCLS again! But this time we no lecturer and worse, no room for it as well. Turns out another grp got the room number wrong haha. Eileen was super high... wonder if it is because it is her day? Did infant CPR today... was fun... and also one-man CPR. Darn funny and embarrassing! Haha...

After that, we went for lectures on BM and AN xD Poor Eileen, at first she ran away from us because we wanna sing her song, but later at around 4pm me and ky went to buy cake and then we sing at hall for her, English and Chinese version! Haha, next time better don't run because ky says she can sing 4 versions of bday song- 'don't play play ar, Eileen' ^^

Went home afterwards, and now I'm here... Like duh... Bones and muscles cracks.

Should I go out tomorrow? But must see got project or not... Haiz...

2008-12-03T17:15:00.007+08:00

Code of the Day...

Ignorance is bliss when it is only pretence.

Knowing it all is never a good thing.

Today...

.At school.

First lecture of the day was cancelled! It was 9am to 11am so we were like wth! (not that we are complaining much!) If we had been told earlier I could have been glued to my bed longer. Kim is a shopper-holic, I am a sleeper-holic ok!

Then we went for food... yea... then talked about the Big Plans. Yvonne was with us. She had testsx2 and I wish her the best of luck sia...

We did CPR for the 2nd time. Yes!!! As a future nurse, CPR/BCLS is like a total must... If don't get the cert getting a job is difficult, and you may not be allowed to go out and be a staff as well..Anyway, I ventilate till I, myself, have no more ventilation. (I not sure about others but I was like... sian...) Turns out something is wrong with the mannikin (it still freaking is!) and me and my friends wasted alot of breathe on it. Haha... Then our teacher came and did alot of things (she opened it up, and I don't mean it literally, thank you very much...) and finally managed to get it to work... lucky ^^ but then few minutes later it stop working, again =.="

Haha, after school we went training for OH... super funny la! The lecturers were a good bunch... The training was more like a fun talk session haha... then they released us early, and we went home on 72. Kao. Ven and Eileen try to squash my precious bread when the bus brakes... but lucky they didn't la xD Or else I would have throw it away... haha.

Side note: The bread tasted weird. Will I have a bad stomach day tomorrow?

.At Interchange.

Phone rang, and omg I was caught by surprise. Picked up, and my friend sound like she's half-dead! Because she mentioned she got something and wanna call me, I thought she was in trouble. Turns out she just wanna know some chocolate buffet location. LOL. I laughed la. Then while I was talking on bus 89, the bus 'jumped' us into the air. You know... the road humps? Yea. We- as in all passengners- all jumped high up from our seat. Twice. Freaking hilarious! My bread almost flew off =.= lol. Ok, I'm being uber lame now.

.At Home.

Mum and me being lame again. Ok I dunno how to say this in correct words but it was something like err =my feet have no skin=
Still trying to figure that out.

And if you reading this!!!

Early Happy b-day

Eileen!!!

2008-12-02T17:37:00.009+08:00

Code of the Day...

Life is never a bed of roses, but a bed of roses with thorns.

Yay to the birth of a new blog!
Are you guys happy now that I have finally decided to agree to your askings and set up a blog???

Today...

Nothing much happened today at school or on my way home, or on my way there...
But I heard alot during school.
You, my friends, should know what the hell I'm saying...
Going into details...
Err, well, school problems. I heard about some unreasonable things and really wanna voice out.
Hell it is to self-centered- Mosquitoes!
They bite, they fly, they made irritating noises.
I hope you understand that is a metaphor...
May God bless my friend's poor Soul... I think it had shortened her life by half? Or more?
I know I shouldn't complain in this joyous occasion...

Anyway, if you are reading this Phil, my brother ^^ It is happy talking to you again.

Life have been hell for the past few weeks... It will continue, but I hope I can take it like a woman!

God bless us >.<

Having fun...

2008-12-02T15:43:00.002+08:00

Hmm... This codes are driving me crazy, but I guess that the fun part of life sometimes?

Working in Progress!